Day 35 - TOP OF THE RECRUITS In regards to PMO, yes absolutely. Once you start then it is hard to quit. One example is smoking cigarettes. I almost become one in the past.
Day 38-39 Presently on day 40 Feeling uneasy because of urges. I need to resist the temptation to act out. Hopefully urges will start receding after few hours. There is also a desire to establish a committed relationship. I am feeling a tad better after sharing my thoughts over here. I have embraced semen retention for a bigger purpose.
00 Terribly horny. Slipped and watched porn again. I need to realize this is the change. I need to endure this feeling that I always "put in check" masturbating. Back to square one. Calmed. Tamed. I realize this is who I need to become if I do not masturbate. If I succeed in Semen retention. The aim is to become confortable being terribly horny.
Day 0 Stress is killing me. I use PMO to escape it. I am going to need to reevaluate and come up with a new strategy other than pure willpower because it is not working. I'll be back!
