I am here cause I really can't control myself. Whenever I am watching a movie, TV series or anything, even browsing through insta or anywhere if I see a picture of a beautiful girl I feel a urge to msbt. Then I find a good video and start doing it. I really want to change this self of mine and I've failed many times but I am hoping writing here and being in this community could help me. I've msbt already so I am gonna count it as day 0. And I am gonna post everyday what I feel here so I can gain control over myself little by little. I've read a lot comments and I've taken some notes I hope it helps.
Last year I completed the 7 and 14 day challenges. I am 4 days into my first true reboot attempt since then, and my goal is to complete this challenge from beginning to end starting here. Day 0/21
this is my day 1 and i really feel good. i want to msbt but i controlled myself today even though i want to do it desperately. i am smoking and i want to control it as well. i pledged myself that i will control every aspect of myself. i will become the best self of mine. thank you everyone that liked and responded to my comment. you guys gave me courage to move forward with my resolution. i really appreciate all of you and i will continue to move forward. like i said before i will update everyday how i feel and how its going. today i feel proud that i controlled my urges. thank you guys. i hope all of you do great in life and become your greatest self. see you again tomorrow.
Day 2. again i was tempted to msbt and i was really thinking of doing it but then my consciousness stopped me. and it made me proud when i decided to not give in to my temptation. i really appreciate this community and i hope all of you will succeed in your goal. see you again tomorrow.
