Made it to day 8 but just relapsed before a nap... frustrating but still looking at the positive, made it 8 days. I don't think I've had a 8 day streak in over 6 months. Daily logins here is definitely key, got a little carried away with my wins and stopped looking over success stories that kept my mind focused. Starting the battle again, day 0.
Day 18 done. Just two more days until I am up to 20 which will feel great. Had some tempting thoughts in the middle of the day while stressed but fought through them. Lot of crazy stuff going on at the same time with my business. We are continuing our lease with our current landlord for another month and finalizing deal with new spot for hopefully July 1st at the same time. I also have a meeting with the CEO of the company interested in potentially acquiring us next Tuesday evening. Wild stuff but not getting ahead of myself yet. Hope everyone else is doing well and staying strong!
Day 1 Relapse. I know now that it is not a good idea to engage in fantasies to much. I will try to be more mindful of what I am thinking or fantasizing about. Are there any strategies that you use when you find yourself with thoughts or fantasies that might cause you to relapse?
Day 19 complete. Another wild day with business but I am hopeful some leads are about to start turning into more work. In other news I determined that the trailer wire harness I installed is in fact working so that makes it easy to figure out why trailer lights aren’t working. Another cool thing is my brother in law got a large excavator up here so we can rip out concrete around my pool and start making it look up to date. Should be a fun weekend ha. Stay strong my friends!