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    Mind and counciousness (important)

    Mainly the gap. Not identifing with the mind as a whole but as a tool, basically engaging it only when need it we are creators and there are resentments to let go of, hate, and guilt that stabs everyone all their lifes sexualy and morally specially when this entity tryed to rob our life, we are...
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    Mind and counciousness (important)

    More than that we are life, heat can not be destroyed. Im an hvac guy and love physics. Lets say that my daily fight is not to fight, live and allow nature to let itself feel into me wich is peace,counciousness and using the ming as a tool and not as ourselfs, happiness isbeing confortable with...
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    Mind and counciousness (important)

    Yes, but lets not forget the gap between thoughts of "peace" its the real sence of councious it is more than fap or porn its about the fact that 90% of people are dead alive and and not letting your generator of love die is a priority, thoughts about people are alive and we can bend them ...
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    Mind and counciousness (important)

    We are not our mind , do not identify with it, its a long task im goen through but now i have lost count of streaks really fighting it doesnt help have to step back watch it go through the pattersns and do not engage in actions , I have realized 99% of us are basically possesed by this i dont...
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    Solution

    So ive relapsed inevitably many times, talked to people I trusted and opened up fully as a confesion if you wanna call it, nothing worked. Read and understood the negatives of my accions however nothing. Then cried andsed god to take this away and all my addictions but the result eventually fell...
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    My ex's perverted fantasies

    Its hard to do I get it actually even I giving you my experience alike, and thursday night after my gf was sick and we were in her sisters room she didnt want to like have sex while we were visiting and specially now that she sick, I tought of my ex and thinking fuck I should of fucked her, but...
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    My ex's perverted fantasies

    You know the best advice dosent come by telling whats right or wrong but by self experience and well I can say that I had the chance to fuck my ex after she has now gotten married and with a kid, she like sent me pictures of her very very pushing towards well you know, its obvious she wanted s...
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    New years resolution 365+ days

    IInspired by lots of your experiences , I dont think your boring in fact I think you are very interesting individual with great qualities and room for exceptional achievements, remember that your beliefs make you. If youve never had a chance to look at the book , "no more mr.nice guy" look at...
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    Porn blocking permanent solution for all devices

    Please refer to my other threat as ultimate porn blocking solution no bs, this has a solution if the take off feels hard to accomplish. You can always reach me regarding this I am happy to help.
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    Ultimate android porn protection no bs

    Have to add that this app will cost me 1.99 per month. Still worth the try there are multiple things that have tp be done for this change in my life to happen. But this is a good step helping on my recovery process.
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    Ultimate android porn protection no bs

    So I learned that honesty is the only way to overcome this, however Ive read and tryed numerous ways to block porn on my device with no luck specially when found that trhough safemode I was able to bypass some of my own protective apps, but the new solution I found that disables safemode is...
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    Porn blocking permanent solution for all devices

    Any idea how to block safemode ? Anyone?
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    right after jacking off feeling relapse

    Please listen first thing is Fuck addiction, to anything I have learned that I tend to go to alcohol when abstaining from porn and whe I go out to like a bar, I will snort some yayo, in a compulsive way , its not sexual disfunction its fucking brain addiction , If I could load my shit and go...
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    [30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

    Jaked off 5 fuking times between 3 days and yes to porn fuck this is so fucked up I litterally found myself desring the devil to come forworth that I would fuck him up, can u believe that shit.
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    [30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

    Anyone know how to block safe mode on amdroid. ? I relapsed big deal I want to brake it and go to an Island if you know the feeling help.
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