KoalaMafia

Day 50!!! Been a long while since this happened. I will carry it further!!

If a wrench is thrown in your plans, first you do what you can to salvage it. But if it can’t be helped then you gotta accept & move forward

Learned today that there has been a major void of self-esteem & confidence in my life since I was a child. Now begins the path to fill it up

Nightmarish things from the past are haunting me and they just won’t stop. I’m so tired

It’s a very depressing thought when you learn your life has been even more empty and depraved than you thought. Good! Room for potential!!

Don’t ever even take a peek! Don’t touch yourself for even a second! Kill the fantasies the moment they pop up! You’ll stop 99% of relapses!

Relish in your withdrawal symptoms! They mean the process is working! If you hack them, things can only end one way for you: total victory!

Reject self-indulgence, embrace restraint

Crying again. I used to hate my emotional personality but I've learned to love all parts of myself - this included. May my tears flow freely

Working out is tough because I see how much my body has fallen out of shape over the last 4 years & I wonder will I ever get that body back

Slowly I'm able to read books without losing focus or needing stronger stimulation! My brain is recovering!

I am making major gains on my deep-rooted problems!

I HATE WET DREAMS SO MUCH

Ash ketchup(pun intended) what's up

It is sunny today :)

I wonder if the wounds I have from the abuse I got as a kid will ever heal

The only reason you could want to masturbate to porn right now is because your body is calling for it as a result of doing it the last time

My eyes are getting clearer!

Don’t give up on the process nor on yourselves. YOU will be the one left standing. And on that day, the nectar will never be sweeter.

I’m starting to feel the desire to have an actual partner now and not just a screen to jack off to. I’m so happy to be at this stage again