day 45, half is done . yesterday, after i advise many fellow brothers to not peak or engage in stimulant material, i fell into temptation of watching some softcore. i didn´t watch many scenes, just a couple of minutes and i didn´t touch myself. still i felt that some old pleasure habit has emerged from the shadows... the sense of wanting more. i shut down the pc. today those images won´t leave my head. and this day was harder to go by than before. so this point to prove, after 45 days!!!, the addicted mind is still here. lurking, waiting. pay attention bros, DON´T WATCH, DON´T PEAK any stimulant material, or you´re in for a bad time. overconfidence is an enemy. keep focus
Thank you, may I not forget the suffering this addiction brings and keep focused and vigilant each and every day
Welcome! This addiction is not easy to overcome, but I've found that when I'm active on here--checking out the forums, posting, sharing success and failure--and engaging my mind and body in positive and helpful things, reaching out for help, reminding and getting reminded that it's just not worth it to turn to porn...when I do these things on a daily basis, the miracle of freedom from this addiction is possible. Good luck, my friend, never give up and keep coming back!
Day 12 Wow, day 12? Can`t believe this, feeling...lonely, bored. The urges are coming. But I will fight. On 2 January 2019, I got the 90 days WITHOUT a relapse.
Day 1 - Attempted to have sex for the first time last night and had ED. Serious realisation that I need to put all my effort into beating this addiction!!
Day 5, I stumbled upon some soft P images and kept browsing for about 15 min. I got out of the room quickly and jumped into my clothes to head out to the gym. An awesome workout after a long day. 5.5% accomplished
I feel by using NLP which I mentioned about in an earlier post,I have reprogrammed my subconscious to realize that I want to be happy,but not by viewing porn! No urges at all now,but I did have sex in my dream last night that was great until being woken by the cat scratching on the damn door!