As the days go by,I feel a need to change myself. My attitude. My view of the world. I need to change in order to survive a great change upcoming in my life. This world won’t be the same,and I’ll adapt accordingly. I have to. No choice otherwise!
Day 30. Something big since my longest 142 day streak was broken in December. Something to celebrate!
Well, I'm back to zero again, just after I managed to stay clean for a whole fucking month. Sorry for not being active here for the past week, something happened IRL and I was preoccupied. Just after said thing ended I finally crashed and relapsed. Now I am feeling absolutely hopeless as I'm being trapped in a Clean-Relapse cycle for quite a while now and just lost a breakthrough.
Maybe a duel then? I observe a similar cycle. However, recently I am more motivated to fight with my dark passenger.
@MixerAwersome @bellator de Christi check in for the day. Again my hands slipped in when I was asleep and I came. I guess this happens cause my subconscious mind wants to do it even though my conscious doesn’t want to. Started meditating today,let’s see how it goes.
Nah man! I woke up suddenly and decided I had to do it right there asap. Some impulsive feel. Experienced it a couple of times before,no clue why
Thanks for your concern. Appreciate that! I will change my habits and find a way to stop this once and for all!
And here I'm struggling cause I'm not getting morning wood. We have to continue our efforts. that's the only solution I can see. Check in for the day @cr7da8055 @bellator de Christi
Day 27 : I relapsed just a minutes ago. PMO. 7:30 am. I was not getting morning wood from maybe 10 days.I'm really worried about that as someone told me it is a barometer of a man's health.so,I had to check if everything is working fine.It got hard in an instance and I had PMO in just 5min. Only watery liquid came out(It dosent looked like semen). I'm not getting any answers to my problem. I'm not feeling good about this whole nofap thing,cause before that everything was working well,had morning wood on daily basis and had thick semen. Continue your battle guy's @cr7da8055 @bellator de Christi . I lost today. Hope I can battle you two once again in future (If I get my answers to my problem I'll come back and battle you two with more enthusiasm). All the best both of you for your journey.
Nooooooooo. I’m sorry about your relapse. I’ll miss fighting you @MixerAwersome. I hope you get the answers your looking for.
Hey guys. I am a new member to the NoFap community. I have been trying but have lacked self discipline to keep up abstaining from PMO. I want to take on this challenge and build myself up into a respectable man. Watching porn and masturbating are habits I am deeply ashamed of and wish to change. I know change is no instantaneous and help is needed which is why I am officially joining the community. If you guys could teach me how to check in my days for progression, please help a brotha out.
I fell again but I know why and the triggers and dangers, really fought hard tonight to win but lost to the urges in the end. We go again!
Yo man, Im new to the NOFAP family man and I understand your pain man! Do not ever give up! Stay strong and solid my brother! Do not let this minor set back block you from your major come up! Stay focus and stay grounded! I myself am starting fresh and if you need a helping hand, PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO contact me dude! Stay up!