THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

check in.target is 100 days for me.My last streak was 70 days.

 

63 days completed

 

Day 11 check in,

Today I've been, and still am extremely angry, frustrated and discontent with everything. I have just smashed the keyboard and the mouse is not working anymore, and I basically trashed my room. I feel so upset on myself, on how things are for me, I want to make a change about me, in my life and I can't find the strength to get out of myself, to be me, to talk to people, to feel good, relaxed. I just want to feel ok. I don't know how to calm down, I carry this frustration with me all the time. I don't want to keep thinking about what people think, I want to take action free of this. I know I can, though I have such a hard time breaking this barrier. What if I'll be humiliated, or ashamed or whatever. I dont feel good. I want to hug someone.

 

Thanks Dude ...wish you also a very long lasting streak

 

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Day 81

 

Day 2. This habit ends now. I feel disgusting and like I'm an ugly person when I do pmo. It gives me no benefits that I can think of compared to nofap. Also I feel like my life has been getting out of control. Or rather I've been losing control of my mind. I stopped meditating and exercising for awhile. I stopped my good dieting habits. For the past month I've been stuck in my room. I was making progress with putting my life together for the past year, and when I get stressed like I have been in trying to get back to school I'm much more likely to have a relapse and for my life to get out of control. It just hurts thinking about all my latest failures and setbacks, and feeling like I'm powerless to do anything to gain control of myself. Not to be too much of a downer. I am going to 10 day meditation retreat next month and I'm kind of terrified. I think that my underlying problem is not knowing how to deal with stress properly, and that I go to things like porn and video games as a distraction. So I am basically just going to have to say f*** it and focus mainly on healing my mind and choosing to not get worried about anything like school right now.

 

Urges combined with a fever (or flatline?) Proved to be fatal. Reset.

Proud of the 18 days though. Now to go beyond that. Day 0 let's go!

 

Guess i made it again.

Day 1 check in and going for more days.

 

I'm sorry! I let you all down and let my pornmind gain the upper hand. I PMO'd / binged 3 times in the last days.
I won't continue like this. It's time to fight back!

 

i would say its a good sign(although might not feel like it while you are in the midst of it), at times i get into that zone too, my best way to deal with it is to either transmute it though workout, cardio, sprint or boxing - once i got though that - i usually after the whole ordeal - feel most chilled out then ever. best of luck!

 

As with IceBreaker i relapsed too. Been really tough lately. @Invincible Under The Sun is there a way to hightlight ones name in colors btw ?

Going back at it because i know i can, im letting curiostiy get the best of me.

 

@SaiyanSoul we both have to stick to recovery! We can do this! I'm happy you're here.
I need all of you my friends and I will be there for you.

yes, donate to nofap dot com on a monthly basis

 

check in day 0 i just statrt

 

Came a long way, but went the wrong way. Almost hit me god form, but trained inconsistently & didn’t make it. Back at the start and watching my steps as I go

 

check in, to those who keep relapsing motivate yourself with a better why.All the best until the new year.

 

64 days completed @Invincible Under The Sun

 

Day 12, I'm, starting considering whether I should look some twerking videos on youtube. But I don't want to.

 

Day 44