Day 12. Couldn't post yesterday, but now I have some time to refocus myself and make sure I am back down to earth.
75/90 I was dreaming about P scenes and M together last night. Omg it's a relapse I said, I was in panic, but then i woke up and thank God it was just a dream.
13Th day going on I am very contentment today becoz I am clean from PMO And I have choice now I keep praying to my higher power keep me like this
I noticed something very different last night that proves this rewiring process does work. I did not press fast forward when I watched some soft porn of a woman, taking every second in. I know that I have relapsed after 38 days,because I was fooled by my brain to a small extent in watching some soft porn.However,I am heartened and buoyant that this process works.Keep at it lads and lasses!
Day 84. With the increase of awareness Nofap provided me, I can see more addictions which are rooted in very deep layers of the mind. Ego oriented, and so subtle; that you can easily forget and go to your old habits at any lack of awareness. My old habits are droping one by one, as I become more free.