It’s okay man! I feel you. Your streak was a very good one. Take a break if you like and come back stronger. Don’t lose hope, you’ve got this, pain only makes you stronger! Peace!
Thanks but I learnt that my problem is the break, I lost inch by inch bc I stopped working out that lead me to stopped eat healthy that stopped my great study and in the end I fapped I had not to give up, will start right away
Good going...But I was fantasising a lot yesterday, I don't know whether to reset the counter or not to. I didn't PMO but was thinking about it a lot, a lot.
Well, it depends on how strict you are with yourself. If it feels wrong to not reset, reset. Personally, I find fantasizing no different from watching porn. Anyway, checking in for the day.
Day 40 Spoke confidently to this girl I used to have a crush on,and man it felt beautiful. Like she was looking down all the time I was trying to have eye contact, though she was the one who spoke to me first. Phenomenal! For all those of you who have reset and are below 20 days, here’s the deal. You actually can talk straight whoever the fuck you want to, and you dominate. You actually get your point across, without any stammering or pausing. Again today, a girl who I find kinda cute asked me some work related question, and I answered perfectly, without any kind of weird pauses. It feels great man! Never give up! Peace!
I check, I am here. It is always a good day seeing you. I miss my muslin friends here too much. September is going strong. Soon I will be year 4 in Law school, there is a lot of pressure coming to me, cause it is DO or DIE for me. I wanna separate with all of my heart and show God I am belonging in a better lifestyle than what is up in my surroundings. I don't wanna party I don't wanna do stuff for a 20 year old. I want to be an expert, dominating my field, going different countries and having a family to be an emperor of. I've been reading tons of books and learning French really consistently- everyday. Later I am going sprinting in the stadium.( I am a former track and field champion ya know, hehe) I have a date arranged for the next week and things to do. I don't know exactly why I will go out with a woman. Thank you.
Had a wet dream last night, it was just me there fapping, no women involved. I just touched my d suddenly in real life, and I came. It was bad. I’m having urges today, really strong ones. However, I will not give in. I am much stronger than pmo. My brain has started playing games saying that the benefits have been lost due to this wet dream, but I’m not gonna pay heed to my pmo affected brain. Stay strong! Peace!
We have a similar mindset, intention for a strongly disciplined year. My brother, I am back for good and have a lot of work to do here and in my life. I want to be strict with myself and reap the rewards of this harvest. For the next month we need to be as strict as we were in Ramadan when I did your monthly challenge. Live life like a trained lion unlike a wild dog. This isn't to offend anyone but it's time to up our game and reach new heights, stop looking forward and saying we'll do it at this age and that time and just do it. I come back into the heat of battle ready to finally beat my desires into subordination, and anyone who reads this should too!!!