Well, this is the beginning of Day 2. So far, so good. I didn't post in day 1 because I was busy all day. Busy is great because I got home so tired! I think I am identifying my triggers. These include boredom with nothing to fill in the time...viewing provocative pictures on line. I have un-followed a few people on instagram that post racy pictures. Also I don't search for anyone on instagram. Whatsapp has this Stories feature and one of my friends sells shoes and posts pictures of women wearing them. I'm a "feet" guy and that also sets me off. I don't view her Stories on WhatsApp anymore...
Day: 6 Was yesterday I had a late night so I didn't check in yesterday. Productive day and a fun evening with friends and family. The flatline is helping but I'm feeling a bit lazy and emotional during it. Monday felt depressing but yesterday was great and today feels good.
I had connectivity issues in the last couple of days, and I wasn't able to update the counter. I'm supposed to be on day 4. Does it still count, or do I have to start over?
I completed my 7 day challenge ready for the 14 day challenge. Gonna start today as day 0, hope to stay positive and complete this challenge. Just gonna take it one day at a time.
Day 4 of 14 completed Days 4 and 5 have always been the hardest for me. I had some urges, but got over them and had a pretty productive day overall. My brain tried to trick me into fantasizing or looking at some porn substitute, like what harm could it do? It would destroy everything, so I didn't give in and I'm proud of myself. Gotta stay strong and keep focused.
Defeated the Urges today! Went to my friends place rather than being alone on an holiday! Day 4! Done ..
Day 1 of 14 complete. Currently on my 7th day of no PMO. - no sexual fantasies yet. - no struggles yet.
Day 7: Well I'm halfway through this challenge! Work was slow and the day has been fairly forgettable really. I did have a brief strong mental urge. The flatline is helping a lot but there's a mental battle that's starting to unfold with this situation. I had an urge to MO or look at some P subs for a few minutes today something I haven't dealt with in over a week so it caught me off guard. At first it was tough to day no but I was able to resist. Emotionally I feel exhausted, these last few days I've been fluctuating between up and down as my brain's not used to being starved of the dopamine. But I know I must stay the course and I'll be all right.
Day 4 Fuck yeahhh! fuck yeah!! I came home from doing pull-ups, I had an weird erection in the shower but won't destroy everything I'm building for 5 seconds of pleasure, and then feel miserable. Fuck yeahh!
Completed day # 7 I'm surprised that I completed one week easily. I guess being busy with school helped. I'm half way through this challenge and I can already see the finish line. Keep up the good work guys; it's totally worth it