Could not post for last couple of days as I was extremely busy. College project submissions coming up. In the middle of day 19 at the moment. Overall streak crossed 60 days last night. A milestone that I am proud of. On the downside, I need to find better ways to expend my energy when I find myself free. Earlier when I used to jerk off, I sometimes find myself mindlessly scrolling twitter/facebook feed. Need to utilize the extra time for something better.
Failed but i will go again.... I will not be defeated by my addiction and worst thoughts. Good things in me will prevail and it will grow big in the future.
day 10. more energy, clear mind, recovering eye contact, recovering the relationship with others, trying to meditate. engaging to improve my life
Day 6. Today I did have some real urges but somehow I still held back. It's like some invisible force that was holding me back. haha I'll have school break next week so I'll probably again be sitting at home all day. Dunno how good that will be...