29 days passed 30th day start today is my examine day i am alone in my room becoz my wife is going her parent home with kids for 3 day vacation last time i relapsed when she went few days back but i promised with her i will not do and really thanks to god i am very minimum and less thoughts to do that dirty P and M i wish i could away from P and M up till the time she came back if i could away in these days this would be miracle in my life that i am clean and did not do dirty things while i alone and this is also miracle that there is no any handicap feeling mean i dont have any self pity feeling to do P and M thanks to all of you
I haven't seen your posts in a while, I wish you all the best and I hope you keep on fighting! Success is not final. Failure is not fatal. It is the courage to continue that counts.
12th day no pmo...7/21...had some anxious problems nd thoughts flash like anything...bt the fear of falling back into the pit holds me up...getting my guard up nd strong
Day 11/21 And now begins the real test. I no longer have work to bide my time with urges. Wish me luck!