After having a really bad day I let myself for into the trap and relapsed again. Feels like I’m never going to be able to beat this addiction but I can’t stop trying
Day 1 finished. Today i really want to give up. But i manage to overcome. Really tomorrow i have an important task. So if i make it... Really i want to PMO as a reward. But deep down i know it sucks. So maybe i will watch a movie. But if i fail... I will let u guys know
Relapsed. That sucks, but after a failure there is always a door open for victory. Everytime I relapse, I learn more about the addiction and know the next time, that there a tons of things, that are a no-go... So up we go again. Starting from day 0
Day 5/14. Second time around on the 14 day challenge. I didn't report here for the last few days because I was disconnected from all tech during that time. No tech, no porn, no worries, just some soul-healing nature worship.