Double your efforts mate. Learn what situation caused you to fap and don’t do it again. Keep your head up. You’re in the right place
Day 22/30 Urges hitting me right now, so I came here. I'm going to leave my phone now and complete the short sermon/input/message I'm supposed to hold this evening.
Completed another day. But I dont feel energetic. There are certain things that constantly distracts me. I have to be careful about those.
hello guys. i relapsed yesterday. now here in india time is 12 : 09 in night of date is ( 6 October, 2018) i did masturbate many times yesterday. my last was at 11: 53 pm at 9th October -2018. so today i start with clean and i am moving to 365 days forum. i hope i can sustain my recovery. here i tell you my experience why i relapse. i was making ground of relapse from last 15 to 20 days watching very little you tube sexy videos, and other porno site i was not spending very mush time just for 1 or 2 minutes. and big thing i was doing i was staring all women's on road with sexy and lusty eyes i was not honest that time. i want them in m bed on daily basis i have this feeling that wish i could sex with them. wherever i saw i saw with that dirty eyes so and watching porn it does not matter how much time i saw. i saw this made my spirit dirty and day y day i reach to towards relapse. so guys i hope my this experience can work for you. and you can address your warning signs to prevent relapse and please pray for me i can completely surrender of this disease. thanx you listen me.
I have been less firm with all my routines lately and last night was the first without my new partner in 3 weeks... This was a wake-up call though. It's time to regain some control
i have just won the 21 day cup lol. so i am here... day 0 of me will be starting soon in 20 mins from now. thank you in advance for anyone who will accompany me 30 days from now.