31/90 - Forced myself to confront some work today and yesterday that I thought I'd never be able to make myself do. Feeling a bit more encouraged. Thank God I didn't escape with PMO, that would have only added to my problems. I look for an escape when confronted with situations I don't want to deal with. PMO, video games or reading the news have been my typical escape mechanisms in the past.
3 days... I’m fine... It’s amazing how strong I can mentally and physically feel when I do not masturbate or watch P... There is no reason to get back to it... I have to move on...
Day 1/90. Shitty mood, shitty week. No PMO today, kind of a win I guess.. I treat my "day 0" as no PMO for the first full day
19/90, lots of urges yesterday, didn't fall for them, and then a great feeling today. Getting to the other side of big urges: such a good thing. Good luck everyone!!!
Day 27 of 90. Phew. Like wow, I feel energetic and could break walls with a punch. I finding that no PMO has changed me and I feel great. I started to see females for their beauty and not as a thought of an object. Honestly, I never felt so good in my life. My brain is starting to clear the fog and I am more attentive at work. I'm almost in my 4th week meaning that I beat my old record by 2 weeks. 63 days left to go
Day 1 over. To be honest I edged yesterday while trying to block P-websites, but managed somehow to walk away. That's why I'm giving myself a second chance and will ignore this mistake