Relapsed... tomorrow will be another day 0. On fucking Christmas... I found a way around my parental block on iPhone using an app and I was so fucking much of an addict about it that I was literally preparing my stash right next to my grandparents. Told them I’m “going to sleep early” so I can get up for the ride home on time. But instead of sleeping I’m in here watching porn and jerking off. They’re in there still awake and I feel disgusting. I can’t hardly spend quality time with my family on Christmas even when I never see them because my addiction takes over everything.
Challenges completed finally..when 1 day is tough to go...3 days is definitely a milestone..hope i keep it up
Day 2 of 3. I might finally be getting past my automated reflex to jump to my favorite website diversions when I want to get away from my work tasks.