41/90...one more day and the promises are real...more energy, peace of mind, more concentration...etc..
Day 16/90 came to an end. Decided to sleep by 10pm. Started studying but late. Got to wake up early tomorrow and resume my studies. Had sexual thoughts in head today. Worst part is I am not able to forget my past relationship. I felt heart heavy too. Went gym and did intense cardio. See you tomorrow. Cheers guys.
best streak 62 days. today i failed, but i think that that needed to happen. it was too much like stopping cold turkey. i learned from my mistakes and here is what im gonna do. -NO INTERNET (I CANNOT USE THE INTERNET OR COMPUTER OR PHONE WHILE IM HOME) -NO PMO -NO PROCRASTINATING -NO SWEARING -NO GAMING I WILL DO: MEDITATE EVERYDAY COLD SHOWERS EVERYDAY WORKOUT EVERYDAY READ EVERYDAY SOCIALIZE EVERYDAY DO NOFAP WRITE EAT HEALTHY. PAY ATTENTION I don't think my relapse was a mistake because i learned something from it. And that was that i cant be alone with a pc. I watch youtube and a lot of thumbnails are sexual. im gonna stay away from it. good luck to all you guys!!
I fapped once. This is for me very great achievement, that I didn't went downhill, cause last time I stopped after first time was 3,5 years ago and started 16 day streak.
66/90. Natural feelings, both physical and emotional are returning, as they relate to women I see out there. Sometimes the influence of long-term P exposure isn't noticeable until you're away from it for some time. I'm starting to see women in a more romantic way again, as actual people, not just idealized fantasy images on a stupid computer screen. It's nice, but since I'm in monk mode it's making things more challenging. Flatline phase was alot easier lol. As always, taking this a day at a time. Let's keep rocking this challenge guys.
too many expectations brings too many disappointment...so thats why just focusing on reboot journey...day 26/90