Day 8/90. Strong urges but let them pass. So much to enjoy when not engrossed in M/O. Meditation 10 mins. Feeling in control, relaxed. Until tomorrow team.
this is day 19 and I have a very easy time right now... but I'm afraid of harder times and stronger urges! Keep on going
Relapsed again... After I survived a first wave of urges I thought I was through... An hour later they returned and just overrode my will. In hindsight I'm reminded of Frodo on Weathertop (books, NOT movies), only that it was less heroic.
Day 1/90 on the go. Today went quite good. The thing is I need to keep myself busy. Once again started with a novel. This time i am reading "The monk who sold his ferrari". Its a good book too. I am trying to wake up early everyday by going to bed early and i did it successfully day before yesterday but not today and last night. I am once again trying to concentrate on my lifestyle not just my streak. Cheers guys.