Day 9. Busy day and busy weekend. It might be easier to stay sober but harder to take time to post here. I’ll make the time and post anyway because it’s important! This helps!
Yeah and thats I am afraid about that I wouldnt find my girl. But now I tell myself everyday that I first I must become a man to get a women in my life, means doing NoFap, Sports/Hobbys, to get my life better than the other years
Day 37 Yesterday I wasn`t in the Breakdance grouo, but with a friend of mine Thai boxing. Was a cool experience. I told him about my problem in Breakdance and guess what? He gots the same problem as I! He also feels lonely with the pros (he trains on Thursdays, I on Wednesdays). Now Im trying to go in his group so we can do it together! But today was a very unnecessary day in school -_-. Im tired of it! i am also unmotivated to do my skilled work...
26/90 I had an easy day. Yesterday i had gone to sleep at before midnight so Iveasily woke up early. Probably I will pick up this as a new habit, because I really love to wake up early but I always feel so tired after of it. I love to watch how the sun comes up, and the world starts working. It is just nice. Since I started this row, i started see the world in wonderful details.
My mind was trying to tempt me into checking out a girl online from my past in an attempt to get me to act out. Instead of simply blocking out or suppressing the image, I paused for a few moments and began discussing the pros and cons of doing this with the voice in my head. The consequences and damage were not worth it and far outweighed the short term pleasure it might have given me and the disappointment and shame that would follow. I won this battle and 60 seconds later I was fine. I’m no longer controlled by my head - my heart is in control now.
people who are struggling with withdrawal and pmo usage surely gain motivation by reading this. the gains are true, the gains are worth it . very good brother. keep it up!!!
