That is part of the process i think and it is very hard to deal with libido. But those thoughts and fantasies are part of the problem. we cannot run away from them, but to observe them and don't let them escalate in our minds is perhaps the best way. I couldn't make it with 10 days no PMO till this time, that I read about recovering experiences and how important it is to deal with your general relationship to sex. I know I am no one to give advices, but, if you haven't, Learn to meditate to manage fantasies it works well.
Day 2. I feel a little bit unmotivated for nofap challenge after last relapse. But still I want to stay strong. Maybe I read some success stories and list my reasons for this challenge. I know that I should keep my focus on this path. Wish you all the best.
Guys i am here again after a long time now iam going to start my journey again just hoping everything went good. Starting to day 0/30 God bless to all
# Challenge Accepted. I have been on abstinence from PMO for the last 11 days but today I relapsed. So I will start my new streak with this challenge of abstaining myself from PMO for 30 days. and my time start now.
So, Russian girls are now my type. Crazy about it. I watched some Russian porn pictures for like 45 seconds, or maybe less. I'm being careful with my curiosity so it doesn't take me too far. The upside of all this is that my interest in women has increased so much. I'm literally flirting with girls I wouldn't think of attractive not so long ago, and that I like. It makes me feel like I'm more of a man right now. I embrace my sexual energy
I like the idea of watchig the unwanted thoughts. I read The Power Of Now. The books teaches out so much about that
So I slipped a little bit. I looked at YouTube bouncing boobs and some twerk videos. I didn’t fall though and watch porn. I’m keeping my day count going but for this challenge I will start over. So day 0 for me