Checking in. For a quick second I thought of saying screw it and looking at porn. I haven't been bothered a whole lot by urges but I known for a fact I'm not immune and that they can come. I have to stay on top of it, keep spiritually fit and working toward the ideal one day at a time.
There are plenty of things that you can which may make you feel better and may help you to regain motivation it's basically your brain not getting same reward it used to get here is video below
I understand. Thanks for explaining. It's not the only post though in this thread and others which makes me wonder how hard this battle is going to be.
Agreed! I cannot argue with this. Maybe I expect too much from others and myself. Also, life has a way of throwing hardships which cause all sorts of emotional havoc. I think this addiction has an emotional element to it. Each one with his own load to carry.
The Eleventh I am ridiculously happy today. Ridiculously! It is ridiculous. Why am I smiling so much?
Day 309/365 Modifying my dailies. Will no longer be checking In daily. Will be checking in weekly for the remainder of challenge.