Day 21 - I am really starting to feel strong urges but the goal ahead of me is much too big to abandon just yet.
You already know that feeling passes , you'll be fine it just takes a while to balance back out but you WILL be fine
Check in Day 59 Hello Spartans, I feel a rise in energy again. I’ve slept less the last few days. Just don’t seem to need to sleep as much. This is strange after months of being exhausted. Something is changing in me with social scenes and interactions. It’s very hard to describe. It’s like I have more calm and I am not caught in a state of reactions. I can talk and interact but at the same time I can observe the situation and think about how I want it to proceed. It’s like driving super fast in heavy traffic without feeling anxious or scared. I’m in a flow state. I’m smooth. It’s like time slows down and there’s space for me to be comfortable. I’m very interested in exploring this today. confidence clarity and calm. I’m very excited to be hitting a new rank tomorrow. And I see some fellow Spartans are moving up the ranks. It’s wonderful to be a part of a group of Spartans who are evolving!
day 74 checking in destroyed myself this morning in the gym but after some hours I feel like I am ready to do it again, guess it's a benefit of the hard mode
Checking in day 41 and so glad I can, because yesterday was the toughest 24 hours since I started this challenge. If I can make it through the urges I had yesterday I can go all the way, I know that now. It was hard but this morning is sweet knowing I didn't give up all that time and progress. I really am interested in experiencing the positive effects of the reboot I have read about. ONLY 4 more days until I become a SPARTAN SOLDIER!!!