I am so sorry guys. I did a reset. But my not using porn streak is going on. It was only once and did not harm my life, but it is really hard to start again after a long streak for me. So today I completed Day 2/90
17 days my brothers. here´s a nice video explaining the reboot timeline for addicts. it may shed some light on things we´re experiencing. have a nice day!!!
Day 54. Had a crazy week so relaxed with a few beers, next thing I knew I was slipping into dark urges. Had to really fight that one off. Sucks how you can be going along so easily, then all of a sudden get hit with a wave of temptations. Anyway, I pretty much can't chance the booze lowering my inhibitions for now, since it often leads to self-defeating PMO thoughts. Still hanging onto my streak, and going to proceed forward cautiously.
60/90 days thats 2 months. I must tell you guys that this is not much of an achievement but still I feel liberated, the decision to do this seems even more right and dont want to ever start this habit again !
Day 8 of the new habit. I am loving it. Its amazing how I have so much time and I am able to feel my emotions. I can feel the anxiety whenever it creeps inside and i realize it has no power over me. But I am stopping all negative language from now on. all my life i have talked negative to myself. negative words.Donot want be held back by my reality but change it, create it. I love myself. had this amazing realisation after learning from Marisa Peer talk. It made so much sense to me. Not that it was something new, but it was powerful. Your brother in this new habit.
Wow that is an achievement. Pat yourself on the back for this. You are one of the few. Keep going. Happy you have this new habit. More power to you.