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THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Kratos_GOW, Jun 13, 2019.

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Jan 26, 2020 #6121

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Wolfyoufeed said: ↑

URGENT UPDATE!
The following happened to me, although I don’t ever have vivid or lucid dreams (where you know it’s a dream). I’ve read about it before and wanted one, but for the wrong reasons. In fact I don’t usually even dream at all.

Dream:

I had a lucid vivid dream last night that was like some scene of a movie.. it actually started out more like a P video of my wife and I. But as I fell into a more half awake/awareness I got control of the dream. Further into the dream, it was like it was being promoted by a literal demon because other things kept being presented to me. I prayed hard in the dream and let me just present it to you.

My wife was making love to me, in several ways very sweetly. I realized that it was a dream and could decide wether to continue as I wished and somehow this would equate edging in the real world... instead of giving in, I pushed it away like a dark cloud. Again the beautiful woman I married was presented to me willing to do more for me.. pushed it away. I wanted to give in at first. No, I mustn’t.

Then a girl I don’t think I’ve ever scene, she was pretty and her hands were tied was offered to me. I imagined a knife in my hand and cut her bonds, telling her to run away. She did. Then the beautiful naked woman I imagined to test out my resistance the the other day was presented hands tied.. offered to me... again, I took no time thinking; I cut her bonds and gave her the same command.

Next..the woman I work with, whom I used to find hard to speak with, she’s a bombshell and I can tell finds me attractive was presented. I always make our conversations short and to the point. I also suppress any wrong ideas towards her and pray for help. I freed her bonds the same as the others and told her to run! When she showed up I knew I was being attacked by a demon.. so I imagined a long Razor sharp Katana and called to the demon, forcing him to fight me...now. We appeared to shift in our background... to a arid, cracked, dry desert with a deep gorge to my right.

He/It appeared to me as a quickly moving dark black shadowy mass twice my size. He had blood red eyes, sharp black teeth and was angered. But since I had visualized similar things to this part in the past, it came to me easily. I shrunk him down as if I had the power too, yes, I knew it was my nightmare and I was turning it into a dream. I shrank him into a little black snake.... sliced him into many little pieces... jumped and flew back about 15 ft and raised and dropped my hand. I dropped a massive bus sized metal weight onto the demon. Then I imagined pouring gasoline on the entire thing and lighting it.

I must have pissed him off and couldn’t do it alone because after I thought I won the battle.. the scene changed and at this point I felt I was in a different place and even a different level of sleep. I felt comfortable and beautiful famous women I used to fap too.. one that looks a lot like my wife, another that I fapped to a lot as a teenager kept showing up and trying to have sex with me, offering themselves and taking off clothes.. I realized this was the demon changing tactics to things he believed would trip me up.. I also realized that up until now I had done everything by myself, without reaching out to my creator.. so I tapped into the strongest form of help I could ever have... I prayed to Jehovah God(Psalm 83:18 KJV, NWT). Here’s were it got interesting...

The women pouring themselves and doing all they could to rape me turned into demons with snarls they rose up... but to my surprise and not in my control... a column of fire came out of heaven in a spinning red/orange color. It consumed the demon women and even their dust was absent. One after another they were all totally burned with fire. MY God had come with a vengeance, and the Battle was his!

I immediately woke up and thanked him.

In fact, writing this makes me want to do a deeper thanks which I will do shortly.

Before you ask, I have never done drugs, never had a lucid dream that I could control, and no family members that are crazy.. at least none who have been diagnosed..hahaha

I felt the need to share this victory with my fellow Fapstrounuts. I feel pretty sure it was either a healing symptom of NoFap, or I really was being “attacked” by a demon(s). The Bible has several accounts of this happening even in visions. No I don’t think I’m special or have a God Complex, just an average guy from a forgotten people.

*head nod*
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So, you finally went ahead with "The Ashura" (Demon in Indian Culture). It's the demon that will attack you from all the areas you never expected it to be. Its a tough fight but strong-willed never looses. That's the main Final boss of your story! Good luck with all your battles!

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Kratos_GOW said: ↑

Day 70, Past week was not that great but today I was able to focus on my work and break this cycle. I was able to understand why people relapse after a good streak. I would have too last night if I was not strong enough to handle my emotions.
The man reason is "Repeating the Pre Streak" Pattern. the things which are like a Path that will lead you to relapse. It can be procrastination, being a couch potato, watching Pubs, etc. It's very important to not break the good habits you made while in a good streak to stop your mind from going back to its old phase. Please make sure to refrain from this habit.
A SPARTAN WILL GET KNOCKED DOWN, BUT HE WILL SPIT THE BLOOD AND STAND BACK UP AND SAYS "IS THAT THE BEST YOU CAN HIT?" A-HOO
How you become that strong-willed? You have to GO BEYOND!! PLUS ULTRA!!
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@Kratos_GOW Hard mode accepted

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ZORROW said: ↑

Checking IN

Sunday boring day it seems until now , no matter how much boring it is i wont quit now . Quitting Beginning is i think a loop a never ending loop , every time when we fail in this challenge instead of punishing us we give another chance to our brain by saying its ok , we came this far we will again make it and so on .
Go back to your childhood , remember when you made mistakes you parents must have forgiven you for sometime but later on as you repeated them they have given you a tight slap or some great speech which you still remember . Our brain is like this only if we will keep on provide him chances then there will be a time when our brain will start taking these chances for granted and it will relapse by knowing that the worst case scenario here would be i ll get another chances instead of punishment .

I think that punishment is necessary for being in discipline therefore when you get fail next time dont just give yourself another chance so soon and so easy . Punish yourself so that you brain will remember the consequences of relapsing and will not act like a spoiled brat anymore .

Good luck for the day and i am changing my counter to some other date i dont want to get the idea of no. of days i have free from porn so updating with some fake date , i hope that will work
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dont let that Booring day get to you. one of the reasons relapses happens is because of being bored. Keep your guard up!

Espi1971 said: ↑

Checking in: Day eighty-three.
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Going great sir, Hows dating going?

muhagg said: ↑

Checking in day 7
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Congrats on new rank buddy

bpboy1993 said: ↑

Check in day 78
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About to reach 80 days eh, Going good

fg4795 said: ↑

Day (1)35 checking in.
Advice needed
Routine is great as always.
Had my 3 hours of gym, waking up really early despite going to bed late last night.
And that's what I want to talk about with you.
We went to a party, it was easy.
I chose the sober path and this made me earn some interest but that's not the point.
A great friend of mine got really drunk and I had to stay awake later because I had to make sure I could go back home and that he was okay. I did it. But I noticed this thing.
He's just like me 1 year ago. I can see it now.
He got drunk because he was social anxious of the party and to meet girls, like I used to.
In the drunk's speech(when you can't lie),he made many laugh, but he talked a lot of P, like strange fetish and something like these, like he was obsessed with P, like I was.
So my friends, how would you tell him? I mean it's not easy going to a person and telling I think that you're flying away from your problems with P. you should stop or you'll regret it.
I mean I already told them about me, it was a promise I made to myself for the 100 days. But it's not the same thing to tell this to someone else.
Thanks for reading this and for your answers.
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I mean if you see yourself that much in him, then you already know the answer to how to help him by saying what to say. You can just talk about how messed up ur life was 1 year before and talk about change. You already have current you to show as a proof of improvement.

waiter95 said: ↑

Check in day 3...
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good luck on your journey

CS1 said: ↑

New guy here, today is 2nd
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You gotta start from day 0 bud.

hollyman said: ↑

day 11 check

freedom is great tho, but i hope my PIED cured too

P*rn ruin my life
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Everything will take time, be consistent with practice.

eddiealright said: ↑

Day 2 check in. Here I go again, but with more confidence, more strength and greater knowledge of how the mind works and how the body follows.
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Did you write the success story? I am pretty much excited about reading it!

iman k said: ↑

I am ready to start
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Good luck.

Best_Avenger33 said: ↑

Day 1

Check in!
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you got this. keep in mind, the triggers and dont let them overwhelm you and dont challenge them just yet!

KingSMH said: ↑

Check in Day 33....not feeling aroused , but confidence teeny bit better...
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Its all part of the plan. Congrats on new rank btw i didnt notice.

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Our brothers @muhagg reached Rank "Eligible for Spartan Army"
and @KingSMH has reached "Top of Recruits".
Congratulations to both!

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waiter95 said: ↑

@Kratos_GOW Hard mode accepted
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Good luck on your path!

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The 100 DAYS SPARTAN CHALLENGE IS CLOSED FOR THE TIME BEING.
STAY TUNED FOR FURTHER UPDATES.

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Jan 26, 2020 #6127

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Oh my god, i keep demotivating time to time, thinking that i dont have any addiction, its normal, but then sudden;y i realised that i've this PMO problem, I AM WASTING MY TIME, IAM WASTING MY MONEY, IAM DOING WRONG, I can't go in front of god, becuase i think i'am doing something wrong, IM SO SORRY FATHER, IM SO SORRY MOM, im not your good son, he keeps on wasting time in useless things, and wasting energy in these kinds of activity.....I know i can do it, I THOUGHT 2020 will be a great dela for me, but i wasted it ....im not doing good.

IM PROMISING MYSELF that I will one day become a great person, a good son, who knows his resposibilties, and not waste time, nd money,

because when i see people who dont have money, they pray to GOD that they will provide them this gift of education, food, I see myself as a devil,........
SORRY I DID EVERYTHING WRONG i will improve.
I have addiction, BUT I LOVE MY PARENTS, LIFE, and health.
PEACE.

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Check in day 12

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Checking in DAY 30!?!

@Kratos_GOW pleaseeeeee update my rank and I promise tomorrow after the dust of the Rumble has settle I will update in great detail my past 30 days

thank you brothers for such support!

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ShockTheSystem said: ↑

Checking in DAY 30!?!

@Kratos_GOW pleaseeeeee update my rank and I promise tomorrow after the dust of the Rumble has settle I will update in great detail my past 30 days

thank you brothers for such support!
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Our brother @ShockTheSystem has achieved new rank "Top of Recruits". Congratulations!
Ps. Excited to see Royal Rumble tonight!

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Handymanji said: ↑

Oh my god, i keep demotivating time to time, thinking that i dont have any addiction, its normal, but then sudden;y i realised that i've this PMO problem, I AM WASTING MY TIME, IAM WASTING MY MONEY, IAM DOING WRONG, I can't go in front of god, becuase i think i'am doing something wrong, IM SO SORRY FATHER, IM SO SORRY MOM, im not your good son, he keeps on wasting time in useless things, and wasting energy in these kinds of activity.....I know i can do it, I THOUGHT 2020 will be a great dela for me, but i wasted it ....im not doing good.

IM PROMISING MYSELF that I will one day become a great person, a good son, who knows his resposibilties, and not waste time, nd money,

because when i see people who dont have money, they pray to GOD that they will provide them this gift of education, food, I see myself as a devil,........
SORRY I DID EVERYTHING WRONG i will improve.
I have addiction, BUT I LOVE MY PARENTS, LIFE, and health.
PEACE.
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Good luck

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Day 2 checking in. Still going strong

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Day 44.

Not sure I'm really doing this right as not checking in every day, but I suppose I just do when I can. And still going with no pmo so I'm happy on that front.

A bit of a shitty day in other ways though. Things I need to work on, unrelated to porn use or anything. Mistakes and accidents in general day to day stuff, but then my reaction to them is one of anger and frustration which mostly ends up at my wife's. It turned what should've been a really nice day into a crap one!! And I'm away with work all week now as well.

Need to work on dealing with stress and things not going as planned in a more productive way.

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Davyfreedom said: ↑

Check in day 4. Felt very sluggish today. Kinda grumpy too. Been having some really weird dreams lol. I worked on my wrangler for most of the day so that helped me stay busy.
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Thank God they're just dreams! Nice job staying focused.

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Check in day 11.

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Check in day 5. Finished lifting my wrangler today. Keeping focused on a project is helping a lot. Didn't feel as many urges today. More clear headed than yesterday.

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fg4795 said: ↑

Day (1)35 checking in.
Advice needed
Routine is great as always.
Had my 3 hours of gym, waking up really early despite going to bed late last night.
And that's what I want to talk about with you.
We went to a party, it was easy.
I chose the sober path and this made me earn some interest but that's not the point.
A great friend of mine got really drunk and I had to stay awake later because I had to make sure I could go back home and that he was okay. I did it. But I noticed this thing.
He's just like me 1 year ago. I can see it now.
He got drunk because he was social anxious of the party and to meet girls, like I used to.
In the drunk's speech(when you can't lie),he made many laugh, but he talked a lot of P, like strange fetish and something like these, like he was obsessed with P, like I was.
So my friends, how would you tell him? I mean it's not easy going to a person and telling I think that you're flying away from your problems with P. you should stop or you'll regret it.
I mean I already told them about me, it was a promise I made to myself for the 100 days. But it's not the same thing to tell this to someone else.
Thanks for reading this and for your answers.
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@fg4795 I admire your choosing the sober path and looking after your friend.

I'm not sure what you should tell him. He knows your chosen path, and I'm sure your actions speak loudly.

Hopefully your friend will see how your living, and it will influence him for the better.

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Wolfyoufeed said: ↑

URGENT UPDATE!
The following happened to me, although I don’t ever have vivid or lucid dreams (where you know it’s a dream). I’ve read about it before and wanted one, but for the wrong reasons. In fact I don’t usually even dream at all.

Dream:

I had a lucid vivid dream last night that was like some scene of a movie.. it actually started out more like a P video of my wife and I. But as I fell into a more half awake/awareness I got control of the dream. Further into the dream, it was like it was being promoted by a literal demon because other things kept being presented to me. I prayed hard in the dream and let me just present it to you.

My wife was making love to me, in several ways very sweetly. I realized that it was a dream and could decide wether to continue as I wished and somehow this would equate edging in the real world... instead of giving in, I pushed it away like a dark cloud. Again the beautiful woman I married was presented to me willing to do more for me.. pushed it away. I wanted to give in at first. No, I mustn’t.

Then a girl I don’t think I’ve ever scene, she was pretty and her hands were tied was offered to me. I imagined a knife in my hand and cut her bonds, telling her to run away. She did. Then the beautiful naked woman I imagined to test out my resistance the the other day was presented hands tied.. offered to me... again, I took no time thinking; I cut her bonds and gave her the same command.

Next..the woman I work with, whom I used to find hard to speak with, she’s a bombshell and I can tell finds me attractive was presented. I always make our conversations short and to the point. I also suppress any wrong ideas towards her and pray for help. I freed her bonds the same as the others and told her to run! When she showed up I knew I was being attacked by a demon.. so I imagined a long Razor sharp Katana and called to the demon, forcing him to fight me...now. We appeared to shift in our background... to a arid, cracked, dry desert with a deep gorge to my right.

He/It appeared to me as a quickly moving dark black shadowy mass twice my size. He had blood red eyes, sharp black teeth and was angered. But since I had visualized similar things to this part in the past, it came to me easily. I shrunk him down as if I had the power too, yes, I knew it was my nightmare and I was turning it into a dream. I shrank him into a little black snake.... sliced him into many little pieces... jumped and flew back about 15 ft and raised and dropped my hand. I dropped a massive bus sized metal weight onto the demon. Then I imagined pouring gasoline on the entire thing and lighting it.

I must have pissed him off and couldn’t do it alone because after I thought I won the battle.. the scene changed and at this point I felt I was in a different place and even a different level of sleep. I felt comfortable and beautiful famous women I used to fap too.. one that looks a lot like my wife, another that I fapped to a lot as a teenager kept showing up and trying to have sex with me, offering themselves and taking off clothes.. I realized this was the demon changing tactics to things he believed would trip me up.. I also realized that up until now I had done everything by myself, without reaching out to my creator.. so I tapped into the strongest form of help I could ever have... I prayed to Jehovah God(Psalm 83:18 KJV, NWT). Here’s were it got interesting...

The women pouring themselves and doing all they could to rape me turned into demons with snarls they rose up... but to my surprise and not in my control... a column of fire came out of heaven in a spinning red/orange color. It consumed the demon women and even their dust was absent. One after another they were all totally burned with fire. MY God had come with a vengeance, and the Battle was his!

I immediately woke up and thanked him.

In fact, writing this makes me want to do a deeper thanks which I will do shortly.

Before you ask, I have never done drugs, never had a lucid dream that I could control, and no family members that are crazy.. at least none who have been diagnosed..hahaha

I felt the need to share this victory with my fellow Fapstrounuts. I feel pretty sure it was either a healing symptom of NoFap, or I really was being “attacked” by a demon(s). The Bible has several accounts of this happening even in visions. No I don’t think I’m special or have a God Complex, just an average guy from a forgotten people.

*head nod*
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Wow. That was intense. Congrats on your victory

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Check in day 14
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Good work Spartan. Tomorrow a new rank!

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