40 day fasting commitment, Feb 26 - April 5

Thanks for all your prayers, they really help. I am also back to square one, let's keep going forward.

I also think a lot of churches nowadays have things/rules that make people feel like not going there anymore. But I feel not all churches are like that, and sometimes it's nice to be in a building with people who all believe in the same god. Because for me in everyday live, my social contacts are usually non christian.

However I do agree with Tao as well that the church is everywhere. In these times where the corona virus is infecting many people, it's the time where we need each other, more than usual!

Just want to say I'm real happy to be having this groupschat with you guys, we all have our struggles and it's nice to be able to go online a read your comments when I have difficulties. So thanks to each and everyone of you! let's keep going!

 

I believe that God is angry at me and he might start to hate me?

 

Don't forget: God is love. Why do you think he might be angry?

 

Stupidity and Ignorance.

 

God knows our limitations and he does not expect more from us than we have to give. At the same time, he does ask us to fully yield ourselves to him. The disciple's life is not one that depends on a certain degree of intelligence; it is all about surrendering our will to him. This is something that anyone can choose to do, no matter their intellect.

 

I'm not an Apostle, Teacher or Evangelist. I think I'm something different because my predictions of the future have come to fruition.

 

Praying. What is luring you back to PMO do you think?

 

I'm tired as f**k, I keep killing myself, tbh? I feel like I'm dying because of my problems with following God?

 

You know the path. Now you must take the steps. It's up to you to decide when you will do so. I am praying for you and cheering you on! if I can be of service to you along the way, please let me know.

 

What problems are you having in following God? How do you connect with him most naturally? (See "Sacred Pathways," if you are not familiar with it: https://irp-cdn.multiscreensite.com/2988a589/files/uploaded/sacred-pathways.pdf )

 

I'll keep praying too! These times don't help I'm also struggeling a lot, a lot....

 

Sorry, guys. I've just reset my counter. I was on 9gag, and intentionally saw the nsfw section, then PMOed. I saw it coming and did it anyway. I thought I was safe on 9gag because I usually go there to see dogs doing funny stuff, but the flesh was stronger this time. I'm sad to lose a 27 streak, but I'm happy that our Lord's mercy is renewed every morning (Lamentations 3: 22,23). We need to keep alert!
Hope you guys have a wonderful day!