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Day 17 (Very early post today. Also, the strikethrough might be true, or it may not be true, based on y'alls opinions.)

Don't worry, I'm not very mad at myself like the day 84 time. Last night, I went to bed at around 12:40 am. The last two nights, I went to bed at around 3:40 am. I was just having fun with some friends those days (or to be specific, two friends one day, I think, and one friend the other day).


It was taking me SOOOO long to get to sleep, my GOSH. You know, I'm telling myself, 'I need to find a way to get to sleep because I need to be able to focus on my schoolwork in the morning and afternoon.' So, I'm sorry to say, but I relapsed (with my pants on) without touching my dick. (How I did that was simple: Like making my arm move, I made my dick move. I looked up an Instagram post that was, well, you know, duh! lol, hot). Note also that I had tried other various methods that didn't break my rule system so much. The Instagram post broke the rules even more, but I had a reason. (Also, I do know that I am creating excuses, but look yo, I NEEDED some sleep. I needed to be able to focus for school.) I tried relapsing by using my imagination with my eyes closed. I was debating whether to accept the urges because of this mandatory sleep, or if I should just stay up all night (which is something I didn't want to do). I feel bad that I broke the rules, but I felt (during the time) that that was necessary. Look yo, put your shoes in my situation. If you are the kind of guy who makes good grades and has morals to get his schoolwork done, and if you couldn't sleep because your dick was so hard, then what would you do: 1. Stay up all night and feel tired when you're trying to do your schoolwork. 2. Ejaculate so you can go to sleep. I choose option 2. What option would y'all choose? If you chose option 1, then do you think I should reset my counter? I would understand why. I broke the rules, after all. But then again, I NEEDED the sleep.


To conclude, what do you guys think? Would you choose option 1, or option 2? Do you have another option that you
would rather choose? If you chose option 1, then do you think I should reset my counter? If so, why? If not, why not?


I have a really good feeling that this is going to be a heated debate, but I really want to hear y'alls advice.

 

"while you could have just masturbated without it." That hit me hard. I didn't really think about much until you said it. However, I was also thinking about the fact that I should masturbate without using my hand, as that would be breaking the rules a lot. You're also right about the Instagram thing. "fullfilling your need for sexy images, because you went on instagram to do it". That's true, I was in a very horny state.



Let me answer your other questions:

1. "Have you PMO'ed to Instagram before? Or is it a big trigger for you that leads you to PMO?"

Answer: I haved pmo'ed to Instagram twice in my life. Is it a big trigger? Well, it can be, but usually anytime I relapse, I'm not using Instagram.



2. "Have you ever done this before of masturbating to fall asleep?"

Answer: This is the first time that this has ever happened.



3. "What is the level/intensity of your addiction?"

Answer: Hmmmmm, that's interesting. I could probably make it for 2 weeks straight. Because my first method (which was hatred) is completely gone, I've been relying on other factors. While coronavirus is probably an overused excuse to fap, I can't blame it. In reality, I actually have to blame myself. I am the cause of all of my horny actions. Yesterday was an extreme situation. It was raining outside. Because of that, I couldn't play basketball. All of the games that I've been playing have become boring. I played a Chess game, then I got bored again. I felt tired as well.


But still, I can't use an extreme situation as an excuse. Coronavirus is a true test of our mental abilities (which is something that I have heard NO ONE talk about on NoFap). Whoever doesn't masturbate and ejaculate for at least a month during this quarantine is truly a warrior. I want to be one of those people.

Well, you see, the thing on my phone is that because I don't have the full internet service, I can't use the phone's messaging app. So what I did was download Instagram. I also have Hangouts.


The next time I get any girl's contact information, I should use Hangouts, not Instagram. Instagram is filled with hot pictures that are tempting to look at. I might delete Instagram and transfer the contact information to Hangouts. Yeah, that's sounds like a good idea.

I'm not the kind of the guy who works out because I don't have a good reason (while you might) for working out. And while the only good reason (for now, and for me) for working out might be just so I won't be bored, my eventual habit would fade because of the strain.



"I was fortunately never put in this situation"

It seems for me that the rare instances are getting more common. I need to stop making these excuses. Plus, if I let this slide, then there's a very high chance that I'll do this again so I can have pleasure. I can't let this happen.



"Resetting your counter thats up to you, but if i did what u did i would reset my counter because i broke the rules of No PMO simple as that."


Yeah, it's now decided: I'm resetting my counter. While jerking off due to not being able to socialize with other people seems like the perfect excuse, I can't let that happen. I need to find new habits. If you have any suggestions, please list them. (And like I already said, while you may have a reason for working out, I don't.)


Thank you @BeastBoyBalling 獣 , @nico2211, and @belio123 for your advice. I greatly appreciate it.

 

- Day 9

Not satisfied yet, i know i can do much better, i know i can. come on i want more!

 

Day 1

Today hasn't been so boring, so that's good. I need to not be bored.