Day 3. Yesterday I clicked on a sexy picture that I came across on a music news site. Temptation is freaking everywhere. Stopped myself quickly, but I’m gonna have to stop myself a lot quicker - before the first click, in fact. I joined this forum 174 days ago. Of those 174 days, I was 155 days without P.
Day 14 no M, Day 119 no P! Yes, man! I feel like most of us are in this same situation. Wasting too much of our lives to over abundance of dopamine inducing low quality activities, some of which very destructive to the body and mind. Actually most are when you make a habit out of them. And since many of us happen to relapse - todays video - Stay Strong guys!
Don’t picture P images in your brain!!! I made that mistake a lot of times and it always leads me to relapse. Because you enforce the idea in your brain that these images and ideas are a source of happiness and relaxation. Whereas you want to get to a place where these fantasies have no control over you. So the wrong kind of fantasies are just as harmful as the pictures and videos and what have you..
9 days, 216 hours of the rest of my life https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/do-or-do-not-there-is-no-try.233707/page-14#post-2516814
Thanks for sharing your lessions man! I trust you that it will be very important not doing that as my rebooting goes further. I will keep your advice in mind!
Today is day 11. Last night something happened and I know this may sound weird. I had a dream where I was inside a shopping center (a mall whatever you like to call it). It was late at night and there were thots chasing me(who were trying to kill me) and everything was closed so I couldn't get out. I Ran and ran and I finally reached the entrance that was locked. I stressed and couldn't escape and then I woke up and had this feeling like I pied myself but when I went to check it was a little bit of cum hid behind my foreskin. Does anybody know why this happened???? Anyway, I still felt good today with lots of energy. bye
35 days. Don't know how to describe this, but I feel like I'm "re-orienting" back to my true self. It's like an old friend returning. It's weird since at the time, you don't necessarily notice the differences in one's brain as you immerse yourself in more and worse kinds of P, since the changes are gradual. I guess that's the hallmark of any addiction escalation. The encouraging thing is apparently it works in reverse as well - you can gradually recover.
