Dear friends... I am back again, unfortunately on the 41st day of my streak I fell, a moment where stupidity won me over, where if you do not value the work you are doing and underestimate it, an imminent fall will come and that happened to me 3 days of reboots, and yesterday I was finally able to keep 1 day clean and here I go ... Friends, believe in yourselves and fight every day to be better in whatever you want, I know we are going to be able against this damn unreal and nefarious shit drug. Challenge manager please reset my rank : ( DAY 1
Guess I'll have to start all over but first I'd like to take a break. I was so sore from the gym yesterday I just passed out, If I do not come back this was great to be a part of. I wish everyone the best of luck!
thank you for the kind words,,day 6 now and im positive that i can finally get pass the devilc cycle (7 day) and get back again
I see that Friday-Sunday is taking down a few of the Spartans yet again. Wishing everyone strength to fight urges and stay on course OR for those that stumbled to pick yourself up and quickly assess what changes need to be made to get back in track.
day seven i can assume this day is a safe day, had a urge but its gone now the key point is, whenever u feel that u will be tempted (because of boredom hit you, welp thanks again COVID) avoid using mobile phone, stored it away somewhere (not in your room).... and if ur on your bed room, keep the door open lastly do some positive action,,, if that action made a u happy (cause normal dopamine),, then ur urge will gone
18/100 DSC Small issue yesterday watching a show with an episode aimed at sex, sexuality, etc. All good until at night I felt the urge to skoot over and lay with my wife. Made some advances, got rejected, handled it, went to watch Netflix for a bit to get out of bed..crisis averted