Day 29/30. Had a pretty good day. One revelation I had is that I treat the girls I am attracted to differently than I treat other girls. I need to stop that because I treat them poorly. I tend to be somewhat physical in that I like hugs and enjoy talking to both guys and girls. But I am awkward around girls that I am attracted to which is dumb because that means I'm not myself around them. Going to stop doing this.
Day 31/30. Couldn't post yesterday. Absolutely thrilled to be where I am. Thank you all for the support. I'll be moving on to the 90 day challenge. I hope to see you all there.
Relapsed again yesterday. Today,in the morning, I felt desperate that I will never complete this challenge but I won't give up and I know I will make it no matter how.