Day 17/21. Glad that I am close to being done with this first challenge! I've been so busy lately, but today I don't think it will be quite as busy as the last few days. I really need to come here and post, because in times that I am busy and/or I think I'm doing fine w/o urges, I tend to get overconfident and then relapse. Still taking this one day at a time.
Day 12 halfway done. Feeling solid, nothing really interesting to report. A bit of sciatica on my left side is eating away at me, other then that it is business as usuall. Less then 50 % of the challenge ahead! Good news, motivating knowing one is getting closer.
13/21. Really close to relapse this morning. Made me think I somewhere inside still want it. I think fully normal to feel ambivalence. soon 30 years of fapping must be a deeply rooted behavioral pattern. I wanna go on this journey yet now it feels not so rewarding and I fear a major relapse incoming as a chaser effect of this mornings close encounter.
TITLE - WOLFSLAYER Day 0/21 Total PMO - 83 Total P - 24 Total hours remaining - 504 Days remaining - 21 Challenges completed - 3 3 DAYS - ✓ 7 DAYS - ✓ 14 DAYS - ✓ 21 DAYS - 30 DAYS - 60 DAYS - 90 DAYS - 365 DAYS - "It will take more than head games to stop me. You may have invaded my mind and my body... but there's one thing a Saiyan always keeps: his pride!" - VEGETA. Rules- 1. Watching porn even for a second count as a relapse. 2. If you relapsed or binged you will reset your counter and start from 3 day challenge. 3. You have to meditate twice a day but one in afternoon and one before sleeping. 4. Removing the pornblocker or trying to do it count as a relapse. I came here after completing the 14 day challenge. But during my journey I did PM a lot of time but no O. So I will complete this challenge without watching porn. I will stick the above rules and make them my Iron codes.