1,5 years of change after 20 years of p*rn (including sissy hypno)

Hi @Optimist85 I hear you. I can't afford a hypnotist and I'm loath to try something like the Vive file you spoke of because I no longer trust online hypnotists. I can self-hypnotise so will go down that route instead. Thanks for replying though.

 

I just searched it and downloaded. I will give it a try.

 

Really inspiring dude. thx for the story!

 

So this "vive deep reset file" you're recommending is made by a hypnotist named vive that makes sissy hypno and other porno brainwash files?

Yeah, that's a hard pass from me homie.
Big yikes.

 

This is why I'm convinced that a lot of transgender people weren't even born that way. I think a lot of the so-called "transgendered people" just became so obsessed with fetish porn that their fetish basically became their identity. People need to start questioning why there has been such a sharp increase in people who identify as transgender in the last several decades, because I strongly suspect that it has something to do with exposure to fetish porn at increasingly young ages. And once you start researching who is involved in producing a lot of this hardcore fetish porn, things become quite clear.

 

Wow, good call. I had been meaning to listen to it but hadn't yet. Now I think I will skip it. From what I have read, and from my own previous break from this kind of stuff, the hypnotic influence wears off with time anyway. Unless you can afford to hire a professional hypnotist, the best be may be to just stay away from the recordings and let their influence fade.

 

I did a reset once using a YouTube video. People here have recommended this person. I ended up going back down the sissy rabbit hole. This particular person, as well as producing these so called reset files also produces the content which has led us here in the first place. Best to avoid online hypnosis altogether I feel.

 

Yep, there are no shortcuts. There is either hard way or no way.

 

Yeah, I don't know why anybody would be retarded enough to do this LOL. Imagine being so naïve that you accept an antidote from the person who made the poison.

 

What cracks me up are the hypnotic videos that claim they will cause biological changes to occur, such as breast growth or even changes in eye color.

 

I honestly think this is the elephant in the room barely anyone will acknowledge as being there despite it being so obvious, with anyone who points it out being labelled as a "transphobe."

I'll just come out and say it, gender dysphoria is a severe mental illness and the "treatment" for it being gender reassignment is such a load of complete bullshit that its honestly baffling to me that so many people just accept it because so called "doctors" say its legitimate. Allowing someone suffering from gender dysphoria to mutilate themselves seems to me as patently ridiculous as allowing someone who hears voices in their head to listen and act upon what they hear, or allowing someone who is chronically depressed to kill themselves. If the "solution" to gender dysphoria is to become trans, then why do so many trans people try to kill themselves, and why do so many succeed? I urge anyone who takes this shit seriously to research "Doctor John Money", the man who first introduced the terms "gender identity", "sexual orientation", and "gender role" and see for themselves a man who was perverted, amoral, and frankly evil.

Beyond that, I see that a lot of transgender people are completely delusional, and its quite sad. I occasionally see boys on twitter who believe they are girls, posting pictures of themselves filtered through apps that make them look like girls. Of course those apps make the "female you" look attractive, thats what they are designed to do, in reality an ugly boy who tries to make themselves look like a girl will still be ugly, except now even more so, with the added bonus of now being sterile and mutilated to boot. Of course there are instances where these operations turn out extremely well but it doesnt stop the fact its mutilation designed to feed and placate a mental ailment. I dont doubt that there is an extremely small percentage of people who are genuinely trans, but the true number is tiny, with the main bulk of the numbers being made up of people living in a society that produces the poison that infects their mind then tricks them into accepting a "solution." These people need weapons grade therapy to overcome the dysphoria, not what they currently have now.

 

I find it scary that putting children as young as 10 on puberty blockers is becoming increasingly common in the states that allow it, especially when you take into consideration that some of the effects are irreversible. You'll see these instances multiplying exponentially in the near future due to the fact that adolescents now have easy access to infinite varieties of hardcore fetish porn on their phones. Most people won't notice the correlation though, and those who do will keep quiet for the most part. If you try to mention it somewhere like Reddit, you'll just get the same old lefty trope: "It's not that there are are more transgendered people, dude; it's just that they have less reason to fear coming out these days!" A few years ago on Reddit, I actually saw a woman mention in a post that she lets her young sons watch porn because she wants to raise them in a "sex-positive household." I weep for the future of humanity.

Imagine some of these adolescents being put on puberty blockers now and getting their surgeries as young adults. I can almost guarantee that most of them are going to end up depressed and suicidal because deep down it wasn't really what they truly wanted; they just didn't realize that it was a porn addiction that sunk its claws in deep and warped their malleable brains during their formative years.

Nobody wants to admit that gender dysphoria is basically a fetish that got out of control because that would be politically incorrect, and it could even cost you your job and/or social life in some cases if you suggest that it's a disorder. I wouldn't care quite as much if these people were all 18+ adults, but enabling this illness in children is where I draw the line. It boggles my mind how a young person exhibiting symptoms of schizophrenia would promptly be prescribed the appropriate medication and put into therapy, but to even suggest the same course of action for a person with gender dysphoria would land you in hot water.

 

Completely agreed, well said.

 

I believe many who undergo transition and kill themselves after, do so because they no longer have a wiener to play with to aid them in their rabbit hole, sexual fetish.

When I was in the thick of my fetish, I wanted to transition so much but it was always accompanied with me playing with myself while having those thoughts. Once I had ejaculated, I was back to feeling male again with no desire (because that's what it was for me) to be female. My fetish was always anxiety based. On days I felt good, I didn't want to watch sissy hypno. Fear/guilt/shame/anxiety feeds this filth.

People who are dishing out T Blockers and the like to those wishing to undergo transition should ask their clients if they watch sissy porn. Maybe the MtF wannabes would lie and go ahead anyway. I know from time spent on sissy hypno forums and messageboards, there is a very strong correlation between being a sissy and having intense self-hatred which plays out primarily through sexual humiliation based fetishes where they can be relieved of their 'failed' maleness, which is born from early negative experiences where they were ill-treated by females/mocked by males they perceived as being of a higher status than themselves.

 

@Optimist85 Really inspiring story. Thank you for sharing!

But, people! Why is this stuff not illegal or on the radar of anyone in power? How can we make society/the powers that be aware of the dangers of porn and especially sissy and hypno porn. This is terrifying stuff.

Any loving parent of a teenage child would be horrified to read some of the stories on here. Thinking about my own future children I know I'll want to educate them on these dangers. Before joining nofap I had started watching "normal" hypno videos and I can't believe the path I might have ended up going down.

Does anyone work or know anyone in journalism or creates legislation? How can we help get the word out?

 

These kinds of fetishes are 100% a result of anxiety and low self esteem, they go beyond other submission based fetishes or kinks and are completely unnatural. The problem with trying to get people to actually recognise this is you have people who accept peoples kinks no matter how fucked up they are, without putting any logical thought into why they actually have them, and who wont accept how damaging they are. Young disenfranchised men are being more and more effected by extreme porn like this and the sad reality is very few understand or even care that its happening.

 

I totally agree. You can self-identify as anything you want nowadays. You can literally say you're anything and there will be those who will defend you plus groups to help you forge your new identity. There may very well be someone out there called Zandar who identifies as an electric pink cross-dressing carrot!

It is a sad reality, unfortunately.

 

I agree plus stories are coming out of effeminate boys being told by gender counsellors they may actually be transgender. I wasn't a particularly manly kid. I was sensitive, cried easily and preferred to read rather than going out and being rough and tumble with other boys of my age. I dread to think where that could lead nowadays, in terms of so called experts intervening into my life had I been born 25 years later.

Sissy hypno works by telling the viewer that the material is bringing out who they really were and kept hidden when in reality it's just another porn genre and that there's nothing special about it except it feeds off anxiety and delivers a massive dose of dopamine to the brain. Time spent away from it, will help to reverse its effects. Sadly, many using it believe there is no turning back, that all effects are permanent and that's what keeps them using. Sissy hypno forums perpetuate this belief through heavy proselytising and use of vile sexual gifs saying as much.

 

I've spent more time studying this issue than I had ever wanted to, because my daughter suffers from gender dysphoria and "identifies" male. (Long story, but my wife and I have been trying to help her deal with her depression without encouraging her in any way to act on her feelings of gender dysphoria.)

I believe that ultimately most people who identify as transgender are searching for an explanation for their own unhappiness. Having a long history of depression myself, as well as many times where I've wondered if I wouldn't be happier as a woman, I know that one common tendency among depressives is rumination. We get into these cycles of thinking about how we could be happy "if only." If only I'd had a different upbringing, if only I were taller and better looking, if only I'd become a lawyer instead of an accountant, if only Elizabeth had said yes to marrying me, whatever. For trans people, it's, "If only I were the opposite sex." Rumination generally focuses on things we are powerless to change, instead of things we can actually do to improve our lives. Normally, therapists try to help depressives by teaching them to focus on what they can do in the present and what is actually possible for them, and on taking action in that direction

When it comes to the transgender/transsexual movement however, people are now being led to believe that they can, in fact, change their sex, that they really can "be" the opposite sex regardless of their biology. Initially, such people might feel great, because they believe they are finally taking action that will enable them to attain what will make them happy -- being the opposite sex. If they are successful at making others believe they are the opposite sex, they may feel better for a while.

But the problem is that biology is real. Your body really is either male or female; it is either designed to allow for fatherhood or motherhood, and that can't be changed, even if one's body can be altered to appear to be that of the opposite sex. So when people with gender dysphoria begin to take actions that they believe will allow themselves to be the opposite sex, they are ultimately setting themselves up for failure, as they will never actually be what they are pretending to be. They are constantly acting against what they truly are, sometimes fighting against the very design of their own bodies. They are left even more hopeless than they were before. There is nothing worse than believing that one's happiness depends on something one cannot control and that could never be true.

Here's one thing that baffles me about the trans movement: we are told that gender is only a social construct and not a real thing, and that one's biological sex means nothing. But if gender isn't real and biological sex means nothing, why would anyone want to try to change their gender or sex? Obviously it's a real thing, and obviously it matters, or you wouldn't have any reason to change it.

 

I know I personally didn't enjoy my childhood much as a boy, as I felt like I never fit in with other boys. I was uncoordinated and disinterested in sports, and so I was always one of the last picked for teams and got made fun of a lot. (Actually, I didn't realize it at the time, but there were plenty of ways my masculinity exhibited itself beyond sports.) Meanwhile, I had a ton of freckles and hair that didn't want to be controlled, so while I had friends who were girls, none of them liked me "in that way." On top of that, my family was rather dysfunctional, so I pretty much felt rejected all around. Sissy hypno gave me a kind of story where I was accepted by someone without having to be some kind of alpha male, and where even the things I hated about myself could be elicited toward some kind of sexual pleasure for someone.

Of course, this "acceptance" was all a fantasy. None of the "hypno mistresses" I have listened to know who I am much less care anything at all about me. There is one in particular whose voice I became especially attached to -- the hardest for me to let go of -- but I bet that even if I could find out who she is and find a way to meet her in real life, all she'd have for me is a restraining order.