This is day 42 of 90. I joined this forum 372 days ago. Of those 372 days, I spend 331 days without doing PMO. This streak is not the cleanest, but I find that it actually helps not to count every slip as a relapse. Right now it works well for me to have a bit of a grey area, that helps me to notice I'm starting on a dangerous path (which right now is me occasionally looking at P-subs without M'ing) and then backing away from it again before an actual relapse. That way I'm encouraged by the counter going up and not ending up in a negative cycle, where I get depressed about the counter going back to 0 and then end up relapsing for real to quell that depression. However, I need to stay vigilant, and if I make it to 90 days this time I'm thinking I'll do another 90 days again where I force myself not to look at any P-subs.
This is beautiful! Congratulations @vicicool and thank you for sharing! Wishing you all the best as you continue your journey eliminating this from your life, and becoming more like Christ every day
Day 0 ...because as I mentioned I was really stressed and could not sleep properly for 5 days ... I did it to relieve some stress and it helped. No porn of course. It was a consious decision I do not regret, but I reset my counter of course It appears my insomnia was due to overtraining, which explains why I have a cold as well as low apetite... didnt know that was a real thing but thanks to my trainer I know a lot more now. Slept full 8 hours last night ! So happy getting slowly back on track! Just another challenge to overcome! Neve give up guys!
Congratulations!!!! It's very encouraging to see your success with this. Best wishes on meeting your next goals.
Bravo Pone mate! You're inspiration to me. Thanks for reminder of great benefits! This time after many fails I'll make it! Cheers brother and have a good one in future targets!!
1/90 Feeling like a zombie today(i wonder why...)Brain fog,no motivation..basicly the full package.No relapsing today tho!Will stay strong!
Watching too many tiktoks at once will do this to you too. Be careful of what u consume. Eventually what u consume is what I will become. Consume as if to become.
Wow that’s epic. Let’s keep going man!! We are only one day apart in streak. Let’s reach 180 together. But first let’s reach You’re not a wanker, you’re a real man. This I respect. I have much benefits that you have also. My top 3 benefits are: 1. Happiness 2. Confidence 3. my good influence ON OTHERS: happiness, to be there for others physically and emotionally, my focus brings focus, to be an inspiration.
Thank you @EndPornLiveLife I appreciate this very much. As the Pope says : “I pray for you, you pray for me?”
Thank you @Zori !! All the best to you too. On my worst day (42), pressing the emergency button on this amazing app called “mdf: streak based wallpapers” x 100 this was a sentence that motivated me: If you can resist a day. You can resist a lifetime. This one I think is just logic. If you resisted yesterday and before you KNOW you CAN resist. You know for a fact, you can do it. So it’s possible for you to resist again and again.
