Day 2 babyyyy, I'm still feeling pretty good. I was very productive today and knocked out 4 assignments for online college... I also had some friends over and we played cards. Good vibes only. praise God
Another day pmo free and one week free from gambling. They both are similar with the dopamine blast they can give. I want to live addiction free and really get to know myself and be myself . The self that's under all the crap that I've covered it with. One day at a time. Thanks to all my fellow nofappers.
Day 11/90! It was a little tough yesterday. I was kinda questioning my motivation for doing this. It was probably my urges that are making me doubt all this. I guess human body doesn't like any changes but I'm doing this for change so I gotta bear with this.
Well, here goes. I guess I'm going for it. I'm new here, feeling a little scared but also excited and optimistic to take control. So: Day 4/90
How are you doing mate? What's been going on? (I have just read your journal btw) Are you interested in joining the Space Marine December Deathmatch? I look forward to having my partner in heretic-destruction back ;-) Welcome to NoFap!
This is day 64 of not doing PM. This is day 1 of not looking at any P-subs. I joined this forum 394 days ago. Of those 394 days, I spend 353 days without doing PMO.
Day 50. Really struggling with feelings of inadequacy and control. Hearing about other husbands doing things for their wives, my wife is jealous of that and it makes me feel like I'm not enough. It's just been a difficult week so far. Hoping to figure out what's going on, examine myself and find where these feelings are rooted so I can deal with them. It's harder than it sounds.
