24 days now. I had the strongest urges of my current streak this evening and at times it seemed pretty formidable to go 90 days. But really I only have to to today. One day at a time.
34 days done...after seeing an actress in a series, looked up a YouTube video about her. Not even anything really sexy, but I need to be very cautious about these things and catch them, and not let them turn into a little more...and just a little more...maybe a peek here. Not today porn! I’m gonna shoot for one more day. Keep going everyone, thanks for being here and doing this.
Day 6/90. Also on day 6 out of 7 for my Youtube fast. I think it's helped me just because instead of trying to stuff my emotions and feelings I've had to communicate them and talk through them which has helped me overall. I might go for another 7 days after this.
Day 15/90 I'm feeling well- not feeling any pressure to relapse in the past day. I like the progress I'm making so far.
I'm back on day 1 . I was talking chatting sexually with a woman and masturbated . Then like a true addict I decided that since I already blew it I viewed porn and masturbated again.I let my guard down and this is what happened. So after stumbling I'm back up and in the race. One day at a time. P.s. I feel bad that I let some of you down. That's the importance of accountability. It's not just me but we.
Relapsed again.. Day 0 I feel low and upset. Sexual thoughts trigger me. I'll try to overcome it and be productive. I will start again