Hi guys , I see a lot of people struggling here - See what is definitely going to work are solid porn blockers in my experience . If u r relapsing again and again , this is a very good option . I am on day 13 , yesterday was very tumultuous . I looked at P for about 5 minutes in the morning . Just looked . I felt like some evil power is taking control of my body and i snapped out of it . Sounds childish but next time try to feel it when u watch porn . U will see how stuck r u , how uncontrollable r u bcoz of this . Those 5 minutes messed up my mind and it was very hard to pass the day. Now i m feeling better . I have also run the trial of p blockers. will extend it if runs fine. Lets not repeat mistakes again.
we really need to stay strong man, this is not the lifestyle i want. i do not want to be a coomer, not even an occasional one. lets do this, lets do what the 99% people are not doing and dont even know about. yeah man, i really want to get back on the fucking track. and yes, thanks to @xXsinnerXx i have downloaded porn blockers and they're really helping me! i realapsed because i gave in to my compulsions. i wasn't disciplined enough. i fucked up. i will get back on track NOW. no excuses. aah, lot of people relspsing around guys, this must not happen. lostmann, bold prawn, ratatosk lets all fucking improve ourselves!!
Don't be so hard on yourself, bro. We all do mistakes and we should learn from them. I believe you're doing a great job.
I'm disgusting. I relapsed again, and it was in the most idiotic way possible. I'm sorry to let you guys down. There was this evil voice at the back of my head saying "your last relapse was so recent, so no one would really notice if you had another one and didn't post it here." I feel better for being honest with you guys now, but I can't help noticing it doesn't reflect flatteringly on my commitment to nofap. I've asked my AP if we can message somewhere other than reddit, so I can block that site completely - I don't trust myself around it anymore.
Day 7/15. Whew made it to 7 days again. It was traumatic as an urge tried to get me. 5minutes of peeking and I'm terribly shaken. This peeking is terrible, the effect lasts for days and ultimately a relapse. I hope to get over it by some excercise and meditation. But I shouldn't have peeked.
Keep at it . It's going to be tough. But the next day it will get better. Just get through the day. But don't peek anymore. Be strong.
Day8/15 Did some exercise for 2 hours, did a meditation , climbed a tree and went up a mountain. I seem to have recovered from yesterday's urges. Looks like the extra energy was grounded. But I underline that it was no good to have a peek. Guys dont ever peek, peek is just like the tip of the iceberg. If you do peek it then you'll have to deal not just with the tip but the whole damn iceberg. So stay clear!!!Thank god and may all of you stay strong.
Red Pill 24/4/2016 Women do not respond to nice guys who cater to their every need. They respond to power. Mentally, Physically and Financially. - Can you hold frame if she tests you? - Can you protect her? - Can you survive financially without her? Build your POWER first. WOMEN come SECOND. Confidence is not the goal,COMPETENCE is As a man, you confide in other trusted men. Not your wife or girlfriend. She may say she wants you to share your deepest, darkest insecurities with her. In this case, I have one question: Does a general share his worries with his troops? Neither should you.
Haha I am not sure about the last part. But I get the zest of it. There is no point in crying all the time about urself in a relationship. Build ur competence and women will flock around you.