Accountability for All

Day 22: Today I had contact with sexy content twice, It wasn't pornography at all, but I'm scared that this will be enough to make me relapse. Even because, I work with the internet, and now I have to use Instagram.

I'll hit the mark of 30 days without losing my current strike!

 

Day 4

 

Day 20

 

Day 0: Shit, I lost it. I didn't jerk off or watch porn but I did have a lot of sexual fantasies.

Day 0 part 2: now I jerked off.

 

Very bad relapse. Day 0.

 

Just deleted twitter and blocked youtube on my phone. Hope everyone is going strong.

 

ended up relapsing again today.
but here we go again, starting from 0.

 

Day 102 in the books!!!

 

Day 21

 

Day 0

 

a lot of people have been relapsing lately. c'mon guys we are better than this!

 

Day 5

 

Day 1 Done.

A lot of people have advised meditation for focus and control, so I decided to start it. First session, I will admit it felt very calming.

 

day 8 without pmo

 

Day 2 in the books!! Everything was fine , I was able to follow my routine not fully but satisfactory. Today I was getting really hard urges might be due to chaser effect.

 

Day 103 in the books!!!

 

Day 22

 

Day 0 again.

 

Twenty hours

Solutions: reading Brahmacharya practicing meditation maybe mantras maybe I can read dhammapada will help