35 days – I enter the cold Misty Mountains, the Hithaeglir. Gf is now PMOing more than ever I can't even bring her to orgasm during sex anymore. Well, I should better focus on myself and be a good example for her.
Day 12. This is the cleanest streak I have ever had, nothing even close to a relapse has happened. I have successfully removed a lot of the things that caused me to relapse and lose previous streaks.
64 days. Fairly productive day without much urges. Need to remind myself to not eat cookies (or anything else for that matter) late in the evening - I only feel bad afterwards and it effects my sleep in a negative way.
Day 34 Yesterday I had two wet dreams one when I slept in noon and 2nd one at night so feeling weakness. And I have to be vigilant because after wet dream chances of relapse increases I think it is due to mind become slow to think after wet dream and second withdrawal symptoms reappeared. BTW persistence and vigilance are important now, two continues wet dreams gives me a big loss of energy. I am also considering and analyzing the factors that contributes to wet dreams.
Day 0 Nazgol is shit. Yesterday I've fell again, didn’t binge but still PMO completely. I bet that you’ll all know the feeling of jizzing and then 1 second later starting to regret and realizing how much it was not worth it. But this is a new day. And hating myself because of a relapse would only hurt me in the long run. You fall, you get up…
Checking in Fellowship And today, finally, an Hobbit i´m in the Hall of Fame again weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee And feeling good today, i was sleepy in the morning but i took a cold shower before lunch, and i´m feeling very good now . amazing how cold water can boost the spirit, it must be the shock Checking out. Have a great day my friends!!! Stay on the path and keep focus Awareness moment
Hey, still with my friend. Haven't had too many urges. Still going strong.. However, this has been mostly from distraction. Not from any garnering of greater discipline and this makes me very worried about when I get back to my "regular" life. Till then though. Every day free is a win.