The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Done walking and gym today. Walking was alright but gym got me knackered. Still done all the workout I planned to do.

 

Day 3 completed

 

Day 8. Uruk-Hai now.
Today's SPA with cold shower afterwards make me feel better, also swimmed several hundred meters in sports pool.

 

Day 6 !!!
Everything clear, I‘m going to make a week

 

Day 3

Good day so far.

Accomplished: prayer, meditation, workout, cold shower, some work.

Still on the agenda: go to mass, hang out with friends and family.

 

DAY 7 BOYS
ALMOST URUK-HAI!!!

 

385 days

 

Day 175

 

Day 40 of No PMO.

 

17 days! I feel like my interactions with women are getting better, they still make me nervous though.

 

Hey guys hope it is going well for all of you. I am doing well I haven't watched porn in a couple months and my relapses are simply masturbating and stopping. I have been consistently doing streaks of 2 weeks at a time without binging. God has really blessed me with my success.

My best advice is to guard your eyes. Simple principle of garbage in means garbage out. Fill you mind with wholesome things and feverishly avoid things that are sexual with your eyes. I have found that people around me dress in ways that lead to sexual excitement for me. I bounce my eyes away from those people and it greatly helps me avoid getting spun into the downward cycle of relapse.

 

DAY 9 MONDAY.

 

69 days.

Some strong temptations to watch P yesterday again. Instead of giving in to these temptations, I took some deep breaths and asked myself the following two questions.
1. What is it that I'm looking for in P?
2. Will I find that particular thing in P?
I'm note sure what the answer to the first question is. It might be a feeling of intimacy, escape or something else. But I do know the answer to the second question: No. We will never find anything valuable in P, it will only drain us of energy, make us loose our dignity, and make everything in life darker.

 

Day 1

Feeling strong. This time is going to be different. I've already passed two test that are the weak points for me. I stayed up late (stupid bureaucracy opening only at midnight) until 02:00 and I was okay, today I've slept only a couple of hours, but I've gotten up without morning PMO.

I know that I also need to work on my systems and stay alert but at least I feel great right now.

Ride forth Eorlingas and fear no darkness

 

Day 39
Today some more temptations even only I look slightly on a girl I feel sexual spontaneously but now I am fighting that battle I know a single mistake in this battle can fall me..

 

1 Day

 

Im a Hobbit now

 

Day 24

 

Day 168 no PMO. Good day yesterday. Spent some good time with my daughter. Had a family dinner. First day of school for the kids is today.

 

391 days dwarf king
467 days no PMO, semen retention