81 days done…been busy with work and good things and haven’t had many urges, but want to stay connected on here, even if I make it to 90 days, to give encouragement on the relapse forum, other places, keep doing the next right thing, good luck everyone, get one day…
Have been so busy with work haven't even had time to worry about anything else. Today's I'm getting very stressed, which leads to me giving in. I know what I'm working towards and thats my constant reminder to persevere. Day 4
underway...16 hours so far I see a few of you are also on day zero today - let's do this together and make it to 90! We can do it!
I didn't make it past the 7 day barrier. I thought I was in the clear but the tension from day 7 kept building up and then caught up to me on day 8....so I didn't really break through it. I managed to only fap once yesterday (which was in itself a victory because usually I go on a spree since my streak is over) but then the chaser got me this morning. When emotional tension is high I turn to porn for relief. It's hard to replace that with anything else because porn is such a powerful chemical shot to the brain. Somehow I need to start training myself to see that while it feels good for a moment it actually hurts me MORE in the long-term.
