THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

I asked the group leader who is teaching us a class on relationships if she thinkgs the man needs to be the dominant one that wears the pants. She answered 'Well everyone's different and there's LGBTQ so it's not always the same.' But I want to know does she believe in a hetero male female relationship does the man need to be the dominant one? Is that ideal?

I'm sure she'd say oh it's up to personal preference. Which is all bullshit. lol.

I think it's possible for the man to switch roles with the girl for fun sometimes and operate on a spectrum between being dominant equal and submissive. But I think ultimately one of the other has the power. When it comes down to it one person can control the other one.

that's why my mom left my dad. Because she made more money than him and that's all he had over her. Once that was gone she didn't stay because he wasn't able to dominate her psychologically.

His new wife is financially dependent upon him. She stays. He's kind of got a more submissive personality and says usually he's the more passive one and the girl is pursuing him. I mean props to him he held onto a woman and even became fluent in Madarin to talk to her (he's white). But I'd like to do better. Dominant in all areas ^_^ Mental, Physical, Spiritual, Sexual, Financial. Emotional.

My mom is wealthy and single. Two divorces. I feel like she could only be with a guy who has like 100 million dollars and they get along well or something. Otherwise she'd just constantly feel superior.

 

Thanks man

 

Day 20 PMOS

Taking on so much
Exhausting
Stressed
Let's take it easier
Group therapy can wait

Hilariously enough I think watching dragonball z is more important for me to do at the moment than group therapy on developing healthy realtionship skills XD

I was dead tierd after work followed by 1.5 hours video group therapy where they pushed us to be vulnerable. Literally no time to go outside and walk just work and group from 1030-7pm. I mean I got breaks though.

Almost through Brahmacharya. Really good book for nofap btw.

just uh gonna see my sister probably for the first time in over a year since I blocked her for being a frowny pants

She'll help me move my bed it'll probably beuncomfortable I'll try to share as little as possible with her so I don't open myself up for her infinite criticism laser that she loves to blast anyone and everything with

Yes proably even herself she says 'i'm nothing i'm no one being humble is easy'

So I was dead this morning and was like ok no more screen time or less I'm even typuing this withe the screen off. Hence typos but it's fine with me

Uhm I just lay there meditating for my 35 mins because I was too eh to sit and do it. No excuses though I got it done


Gonna try to take a walk and get some earth energy so I can do the whole get good energy thing from nature

Then I wanna do my calisthenics.

Gonna get up and go do tkd tomorrow. Tha'ts going to be a serious pain in the rear. -_-

Well.....

If I get up meditate and go with only a protein drink I might be okay and not throw up.



There's this new girl there who did karate and she is super intense and like can kick super high. It's pretty hot honestly. A girl who trains at the same school as me and is of eligible age. And is actually good at striking.

Ahw'a ewlLY INTIMIDATING THOUGH IT WASN'T COMFY BEING AROUND HER. I FELT LIKE SHE WAS GINVING OFF AN 'I WILL KILL YOU
ENERGY VIBE WHILE SHE WAS DEMONSTRATING KATA.

WHATEVER. I FIND THE BETTER I GET WITH MY OWN ENERGY AND THE MORE I SEE PEOPLE THE MORE COMFORTABLE WE AND I GET WITH EACHOTHER SO IT'LL PROBABLY BE FINE.

tired OF GETTING MY BUTT KICKED BY LIFE. I'M GONNA DO THE BUTT KICKING SOO N ENOUGH! YEAH!