Accountability for All

Day 22.
Forgot to post on day 21.
It was raining all morning, so I couldn't go for a jog, I didn't even do the workouts
So it was like a small 1 daybreak from this whole thing.

 

Day 142 in the books!!!

 

That's awesome man congrats!

Currently on Day 4. It's been quite a long day and I've still got some work left for this evening. I'll try to keep myself focused on that rather than anything else.

 

Day 2 (I think): today was hard but quite exciting.

Basically, I read a book called Can't hurt me. And one thing that I learned that can help with porn addiction is:
1)Take a dairy and write your heart-wrenching failure (In my case I relapsed after 23 days)
2)Write: what went well?
3)Write: what went wrong?
4)Write: How I handled my failure?
5)Make a list of things to fix and put post-it notes in your mirror to make yourself accountable.

PS: I'll hit the goal of 7 days without losing my current strike!! And if I lose, so be it. I'll try again.

 

i swear man, same here. here, it was raining like hell all day, could not go out of the house even once.

that is so freaking amazing buddy! proud of youhaha, you have come a long way man, keep it up!

 

Day 0 :/

I watched a few minutes of porn yesterday. Found a loop-hole in my VPN and figured, "why not see how I'd react?". Obviously, bad idea. I only watched for ~5 minutes, but I watched a few more minutes again this morning. I could lie and tell you all I didn't, or rationalize and say I didn't MO, but then I'd be just lying to everyone, including myself. Streak is nice but being real with myself is what's actually important. Here we go again!

Also, how do I reset my counter?

 

Day 23

 

Day 5 Check in. I've been feeling stronger urges today. It hasn't been the best of days. But I'm going to keep on going and see if I can at least get past today.

That's a great mindset to have. I can't tell you how many times I've rationalized my behavior or just denied the truth of my situation. Being honest w/ yourself is tough but it's probably the better mindset to have in reaching a solution and breaking this habit. Keep on pushing man!

And the way to reset the counter is through the tab at the top labeled 'update day counter'

 

I don't know what day I'm on. You can check the badge. I figure this thread is quick accountability alternative to looking for a buddy/group.
I have a journal somewhere in the 25-30 section, I'd give you the link but my profile doesn't meet the pre-reqs just yet.
Getting ready for the weekend which is personally my biggest hurdle.

On the subject of my PMO abstention the reason it's PM and not PMO is because I have a girlfriend (kind of, we tend to have sex and we're monogamous).
Does sex count as M?
Please tell me if I'm being a jerk.

 

Day 0 (again).

Full relapse. Ugh. Not much to say, just felt anxious and wanted to be out of my head for a bit. Not proud, but ready to put it behind me and start again. Thanks for all the support guys. back at it.

 

Day 22

Thank you for being honest! And I hope you can get back on track asap and keep on counting... You can totally do it!!

 

Day 143 in the books!!!

 

Day 3: Today was quite hard because of the chaser effect, but I overcame that mother fucker.

I'll hit the goal of 7 days without losing my current progress!!!!

 

Day 1 - Done

 

Day 23

 

Day 24.

Let's a for 90+.
Wish me luck❤

 

My blocker stopped working and I'm alone, that's dangerous. But the blocker has to be in the mind.

 

Day 5ish
I'm kinda tired should be safe for the rest of the day. The weekend is often a challenging time for me.
Wish me luck!!

 

Day 6

Have been getting some urges lately. I put my phone somewhere more difficult to access to remove the temptation. My hope is to get through the rest of tonight. Good luck brothers as we move into the weekend, stay strong!