THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

modern milarepa · Sep 11, 2021

500 days no PMO, semen retention

Kingfisher · Sep 11, 2021

Checking in!

Chi405 · Sep 11, 2021

Day 57

darkenedverse · Sep 11, 2021

Day 48

darkenedverse · Sep 11, 2021

Pema said: ↑

Smile

Happy

face

I'm doing my best to focus on my training right now. I did a muscle up for the first time in years today. It wasn't pretty. But I completed the movement. Looked around like 'did anyone see that?'
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CONGRATULATIONS!!

darkenedverse · Sep 11, 2021

Redemptionisrequired said: ↑

Checking in Saiyans!

Day 232 free of MO. Day 304 free of porn.

I have reflected a lot over the past week and I've had a breakthrough, of sorts . I've been looking at my own recovery in the wrong way. What I mean by that is, I was so obsessed with PMO withdrawal, (PAWs=post acute withdrawal) being the sole cause of my occasional recurring symptoms. Whether that be, anxiety, depression, anger, disturbed sleep, fatigue..the list goes on. This is far from the truth. Delving back, I realize that around 3 and a half years ago, for one reason or another(I won't go in detail in this post), I lead myself to a burnout. From that moment on, each time I would start feeling better, I would sabotage with a negative way of thinking, excess worry which would lead to more stress on the body and severe avoidance. The avoidance at first was affiliated with occasional PMO and daily youtube consumption. Over the years, down to last year between July and November, my addiction to PMO and youtube was at its worst. I destroyed my sleep cycle, which lead me to no be capable of exercising, my confidence shattering more and more as the days went by and I was avoiding any feeling of discomfort. Running endlessly until the symptoms were so severe, I had no choice but to stop. A slow learner indeed..Now since then, I realize my mindset is still not corrected. I still water the seeds of excess worry in my mind. When things go wrong, I spiral into a vicious cycle of over thinking. This, is my greatest challenge. This is what is slowing me down, in finally overcoming my burden. Replenishing my reserves from my burnout, all those years ago.

Last week, was a sharp wake up call. I have been going about it all wrong. I need to prioritize true rest , address and challenge my worrisome mindset, the overthinking and finally stop the perfectionist "idealism" in my day to day life. This part of my journey will be the most difficult, because this is what leads me down a path of addiction and avoidance.

Up until now, I believed my great adversary was external. All along, it's been my own mind.

I will probably leave this part of my journey, in a separate journal on this forum.

Stay strong Saiyans, enjoy the weekend my friends.
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Good reflection! Realize that you would not have reached this point if you did not go through what you went through already.

Also, now that you know. Cease blaming. That was the person. Focus on using what you learned for a smarter future.

MJ Warrior 93 · Sep 11, 2021

Day 45

I finally reached the first level of a Super Saiyan!! Let's get some!!

Deleted Account · Sep 11, 2021

Just another Saiyan trying to survive

Wanting to live the life

My parents said I could when I was little

I'm sorry I don't click like on your posts and replies. I read some of them and always the replies. I just have an aversion to clicking like on things after quitting social media.

Rubzi · Sep 11, 2021

Day 20 - Elite Warrior.

Rihard Wagner · Sep 11, 2021

Day 88

brahmachari_333 · Sep 11, 2021

Day 7

RockTheHill · Sep 11, 2021

Day 34

modern milarepa · Sep 12, 2021

501 days no PMO, semen retention

Kingfisher · Sep 12, 2021

Checking in!

Chi405 · Sep 12, 2021

Day 58

my willpower · Sep 12, 2021

let's start

Resilience personified · Sep 12, 2021

Day 6

Deleted Account · Sep 12, 2021

No fantasizing

Let my breath be my prayer

To make up for the bad

I want to stay home, I don't want to live in the city right now.

Redemptionisrequired · Sep 12, 2021

darkenedverse said: ↑

Good reflection! Realize that you would not have reached this point if you did not go through what you went through already.

Also, now that you know. Cease blaming. That was the person. Focus on using what you learned for a smarter future.
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Agreed, my friend. You're very wise. Keep up the good work with your streak. Look forward to seeing the changes along your journey here.

Redemptionisrequired · Sep 12, 2021

LyarTheTruth said: ↑

Yes, worrying is negativity, but it's disguised like a wolf under a sheep's wool. Looks innocent until the teeth show.

If it helps, an over worrier is essentially a warrior.

Very cool reflection. Thanks for sharing.
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I appreciate that friend. Yes, the compound effect of worrying sharpens those teeth. If you let it go on for too long, the bite is quite destabilizing

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