Day 5/90. The urges are here and I must stay the course. Got beautiful ladies at work so that's a struggle. Keep the pace folks.
Day 6, I'm doing good, despite being sick. I have to start meditating and journaling again. I wish you all a happy weekend Set your heart ablaze
Day 8 Not a terrible day so far. Gonna attend a live stream soon. This old guy ranted to me for ages earlier about how poor he is and how much he hates living where he does because his mom blew the family money. I'm glad I'm starting to figure out how to make more money. I definitely wouldn't want to be so broke at his age. Truth is though... This guy rants about everything. He's really homophobic too and doesn't like that his neighbors are from Morocco. I think he's starting to go mentally. I feel bad for his situation but he will complain about all kinds of random things every time I go by him. Last time it was that they put too many signs in the nearby trail. His main issue in life seems to be that he can't smoke wherever he wants.
It's really a reflection of his perception of reality. I used to complain a lot. However, things have changed drastically now that I am more self-aware. I see you have recovered really well from your last slip. Keep up the good work!
3/90 Three days is usually when I start to get out of my mental funk after a relapse. I am feeling amazing again.
