Into day 14. Sorry I missed checking in yesterday. Got super busy on the farm and before I knew it day 13 was history. Interesting journey. I thought I would miss not having any orgasm. But it has not been something I need and now it’s becoming something I don’t want. Had a very intimate moment with my wife. Helped her orgasm. But I remained abstinent. Was intense giving release while remaining true to my no PMO goal.
Day 18 completed successfully Keep going, I want this good feel a lot. I Like the vibe!!! I Love Myself ******************************18/90**************************
Day 0 Ireally messed up guys. I relapsed (M) 2 times today and all of my goal to reach 90 days vanished. What should I do? I blocked P sites, but to watch them I unblocked it by formating my pc. Some of the videos that I watched are really disgusting and I am disgusting person. Help me please guys. I don't know that I will be free from PMO anymore.
3/90. It's not enough just to turn away from PMO, we must replace that time and energy on positive pursuits. To say I've been in a rut for a long time is an understatement. Time to find some new things to get interested in.
Day counts only matter so much. What's important I think is how we're developing inside. Keep moving forward buddy!
Day 28 (29 tonight) The first month will be done soon. I eat healthy and I keep myself really busy with many projects. Weak morning wood but eventually this will improve over time. I think the function is there it's just that I've shifted my focus on non-sexual thoughts. This often happens when I'm on Monk Mode. I have to trust the journey - there's no way I'm going back.
@A l man me the road to success is dotted with failures. You can do this. Little steps. @Monke mode awesome work! Day 0, insomnia and chaser effect. Not giving up.