THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 0. I crawled through day 13, barely making it. Lasted a few hours into 14 also. The thoughts started last night while going to sleep. Asked myself what am I running away from, it was work, but I couldn't pull enough motivation together to do anything. My brain started inventing "scenes" that were basically hodgepodges of stuff I'd watched before, but since it was new/novel the dopamine rushes started. I fought it off as long as I could, over 12+ hours. Even hit the panic button once (it helps!).

I don't feel like complete and didn't make matters worse by smashing an edible, so that's a plus. It's only about the streak for me in the sense that I want to stop permanently. Other than that I want the growth that comes from staying away from it altogether, I don't really want to "count the days".

 

Are you an influencer now? Haha

 

Day 40!

 

Day 2 completed.

At this rate, we can probably do a fusion like Gotenks

 

Day 2. Checking in. 13 days to Elite Warrior

 

I lose my confidence after I relapse. That lasts about 1-2 days during which I'm awkward socially. I think it's mostly in the head though, aside from the actual drop in energy.
Imagining stuff is a slippery slope as mentioned by @T2Q

I remember that in the anime Tokyo Ghoul, there was a scene where a guy took a girl home after she passed out from drinking. She lived alone. He placed her on her bed as a gentleman, then proceeded to do pushups until he passed out - to curb his horniness (as I understood). Lol I don't know if that would work in real life: exercise when an urge hits until you have no more energy to stay awake

 

check in day 297.

 

Day 186!

Tomorrow I will post the updated ranks .

 

Day 10

Day by day. Almost near my milestone.
I guess my withdrawal symptoms is lack of sleep right now.

We need to take some shots.
Keep Training Saiyans!

 

Checking in Saiyan's!

65 Days Free of PMO.

Yesterday morning, after my check in, was a bit rough. Anxiety surfaced for no clear reason during my exposure. A path I have already ventured. It settled afterwards, but resurfaced as I was going to bed. I was also woken up by it around 2:30 AM and it was more severe and lead to a certain amount of insomnia. When I did manage to go back to bed, I had sexualized dream but no emission. I think my body is at a point of confusion, why I haven't engaged in porn yet or MOed at all.

I honestly can only attribute this to withdrawal, as there has been no shift in my day to day activities. I do loath the feeling of anxiety, I don't want to be victimized by it, but at the same time when it is debilitating, as it is, I lose hope. Not in the act of nofap, rather in the recovery process. I am not, however, heading for a relapse and I am still adamant on keeping to the path.

I'm also trying to reassure myself that this means my brain is currently going through a shift, recalibrating itself. In handling these unpleasant feelings and moving forward and making the days count, to the best of my ability, is where the shift occurs. It is a difficult journey and I am restless, weary and saddened. I know these feelings aren't permanent, but words alone do not console me.

I mean to keep my check ins honest, I wish every day can be incredible. Sadly, life is not like this. Nor is the recovery process.

The intention for the day will be to rest, light reading and then work.

Keep training!

 

Well, I'm trying to be.. lol

 

Day 45

Going super saiyan for the first time in almost a year! Let's do this!




@Kingfisher

 

Just discovered this thread and I am exactly 45 days in! Super Saiyan engaged!

 

Day 3 completed!

Glad to see your check in! You better not give up so we can do the fusion dance

Much respect for the man and now I'm intrigued by this anime. Is it worth watching?

 

Actually I wouldn't recommend the series. The show starts off good but goes downhill after the 3rd season in my opinion.

 

Congratulations! Keep up the training, you can always get stronger

 

Day 3. Checking in.