my favourite poem, and I read it often in this struggle. Thought I’d share with you as some motivation to get another excellent streak together https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/46473/if---
Day 75 completed. Am a spartan general now. Been feeling pretty withdrawn and low these days. But will keep fighting. I won't pmo no matter what.
Congrats on Spartan General! No you won't PMO and you have two more weeks left! She is going to be GOW first. Then Dana91 and then before Iron Merc. I'm forgetting Dana91 is the next one after her. Keep Strong Spartan.
2 New streak, new goal Thanks, I haven't had the chaser effect so I've just been moving on like normal like nothing ever happened, I bet I can get 100 again in no time Pretty good poem, made me think about how I view Nofap in the way that it's forever, and the only thing that matters is how I feel about it since no two reboots are the same You got this, just a month left
Hey everyone! Sorry I haven't checked in but things have been really busy in all facets of life. Going strong right now and have checked in periodically to see how everyone is doing. My last streak ended due to peeking without fully PMOing but I am glad I admitted it, reset, and most importantly adapted. I have removed more distractions from my life and that has also removed potential triggers. Lastly I am allowing myself to notice my thoughts and feelings more and sit with them longer. I will check in again in a little while but hope everyone remains strong and observant to themselves!
Day 76 completed. I nearly relapsed yesterday. I was on youtube (knowing very well that it could lead me to relapse) and would have slipped into P but I didn't cuz I felt extremely strained in my eyes and I put the screen aside. But the voices inside my head were so compulsive like "I need to relapse, I have to" and there was no way I would have resisted if I didn't get so lucky to be tired as hell. But I may not get so lucky all the time, I need to be stronger, fight harder. This doesn't feel like day 76 to me, it feels like day 6, as though I have just begun and am yet to build my mental fortitude. This is pretty challenging. But if I did it once, I can do it again. Acceptance, kindness, faith. It wasn't easy then, it isn't easy now. One step at a time, one day at a time. I will grow. Strength to us all! Thanks a lot for your encouraging words! Thank you! Thank you! I will fight!
Day 26 checking in, feeling strong after 2 days home alone with lots of opportunities potential triggers, but I held it together
Day 24 Your welcome Your very welcome strained eyes can also lead to success with avoiding PMO. It may sound like a blessing in a way. Mines is more on if I have angry or depression or combination of both is enough for me to not PMO as an end result. I felt the same way as well when I completed this current two weeks of this streak. It was not easy and as of now it is still not easy as I am still in the process of completing this 100 days. I'm doing the best just as you and everyone here. Keep on going Spartan. You doing great!
Day 1 Today So quick update: I M'ed 2 days ago, yesterday I took a break from the challenge to regather my thoughts, I am happier that I am reaching 1 week clean more often, so this time I am going to get to 1 week again and take it from there.
Day 53 The battlefield is in the mind, I will no longer entertain the thought of PMO, not even for a second. I will starve it to death everyday until it is dead dead dead!!!
