Day 50 Its officially hump day in my journey. Half of the challenge is complete and now its all down hill.
I relapsed near the end of the day, but I've already accepted it and for what it's worth I MO'd without P Not feeling tired yet, didn't feel as depressed as I thought I'd be and the only thing I was thinking of wasn't about my streak, or how I'll have to go and reset my counters in the challenges, instead I was grateful Grateful for where my life is at right now, I have more initiative when it comes to doing anything, grateful for a close friend of mine who I drink with and talk about random shit while watching a show, and grateful for this challenge and seeing all the people check in, whether it's those on a roll or those who constantly relapse because I know that everyone is at least trying to put effort into themselves Anyway, I can just build a new streak, I've even had my friend set a passcode for me since I realized I'm most likely going to slip if I have it, and it was a good streak of at least 124 days, so I can't be mad compared to my peak in 2019 where I was PMOing probably daily/every other day and unable to stop despite desperately wanting to You got this, those 50 days gonna go by fast and before you know it, BAM new God Of War
Day 4, checking in. Speaking of 4- that's how many kids I have. There's always lot of laundry to do. Welp, back to it! Best of luck tomorrow, all.
Day 24 checking in I’m definitely on the edge of some risky porn substitute behaviour. I’ve checked myself a couple of times when I’ve been about to Google an actress it singer I saw on the TV show or film I was watching. Short internal dialogue takes place and then I’ve been able to move on.
Come on, I envy you so much, I hope that one day I will be 50 days too. you are my role model By the way, my ears squeaked when I slept last night, I thought it was summer, fuck, you can see how serious the damage to the body is
Being grateful for what you have in life is a sign of maturity and wisdom. You should be proud of yourself for putting together such an awesome streak and for being honest with your fellow Spartans about your slip up. Its not about the slip up, its about how you move forward afterwards. And you sir are moving forward in a most spectacular way. See you on the next check in freind.
