Interesting video related to this thread.This is going to be introduced very soon, and it is already to late to stop this, so welcome to the real Matrix:
Trinity = 65-89 days I've become an invaluable part of the human resistance against the Porn Agents. Skilled in many areas, and I act as liaison in freeing others from PMO. This period is also known as 'Sperm Maturation Point'. Sperm is known to be at its healthiest and strongest between 64-90 days. Watch out for any physical changes, as my body reabsorbs its super strong sperm. Clearer, glowing skin? Sudden burst in energy? Every 64 to 90 days, is a complete cycle of strong sperm, so watch out for these changes every 2-3 months.
Hey y’all Thanks for the positive support following my previous message! If you’re new here: welcome!, if you’ve added another day to the tally: congratulations my friend you are on the right path, and if you reset: don’t you worry, be kind to yourself, reflect, rise and get back to it! I’m being honest here and will say I voluntarily (with full knowledge and will) reset after my last post. It was all to do with the person involved and I think writing about her brought back many feelings which I reminisced in for that particular moment. Ngl I have no guilt, I feel more liberated now, and I feel I can go on with what’s in my schedule ahead. I’m happy to start afresh with these new realisations and hope that the opportunities that lie ahead and a new outlook keeps me busy and productive, not resorting to my old habits. @Red_John I’d really appreciate if you could add me back to the challenge. Day 1 tomorrow, new horizons and goals to achieve! I might not be posting frequently as I’m still on my self-reflection and realisation path (+ I’ll be starting in a placement from next week to gain work experience), but I want each member in this challenge to know my positive vibes are with you all!
Day 107 check in. Still struggling a bit with nocturnal emissions (wet dreams). 2 nights ago, I had a non-sexual wet dream. Interesting but stressful dream about a school test. I pee'd my pants in my dream but in reality, I ejaculated during sleep. Last night, I had a vivid dream that I was edging myself but couldn't hold it and ejaculated in the dream. I woke up to find out I didn't actually ejaculate but the dream felt real per usual. Something that may be prompting these dream struggles is fantasizing about the girl I'm currently dating. She's religious and wants to honor God by not having sex until marriage. But as of now, we have kissed, touched and had vulnerable conversations (we talk about everything but we still have some things to share about each other). I like this girl. The fantasizing about her might be arousing my sexual impulses a bit more. But overall, I feel good these days aside from a fast paced (quick deadlines) accounting class that I'm taking right now.
Day 2 is here. No prognosis this time, lets do one day at the time and see if there is going to be my new streak record:
Day 0 - Blue Pill Relapse. Dabbled with P-Subs, had two wet dreams, feel utter garbage, and deciding that although it's not PM, or intentional orgasm, it feels like a relapse, and the p-subs was the start of it. New goal: I will reset my counter if I use P-Subs as well as PMO. No more trying to kid myself that looking at pictures of celebs is okay, or watching Youtube videos of those celebs, no more Facebook, no more watching the news because I fancy the news anchor. It's time to be strict. I want to reach the rank of Neo, knowing I did not succumb to porn, masturbation, intentional orgasm, or reach for p-subs.
