Yeah, I'm sure. For where I am in my journey I need to count this against where I'm at. I agree a perfect streak is impossible; and if this had been a one day blip or hadn't really effected me in any larger way I would agree it's probably ok not to reset. In this instance though the used of P-Subs lasted about a week, I lost control and wouldn't let me stop myself. I spoke in person last night briefly with my accountability partner and feel like I'm in a better place now and ready to resume the battle. Today is day 1.
I've renamed myself -Angel- from Red_John. Don't fret my fellow human resistance fighters. Okay, I'll adjust the Participants Page. As you'll have seen, I had a similar experience to you over the past few weeks, using P-Subs, and culminated in two successive wet dreams. Although like you, I didn't have to reset, I decided to do so. Your post, and @purplebat14 post in the Viking Challenge helped me realise P-Subs is a secret addiction not many of us will admit, and it's important to kill that off early. I don't want to be on Day 90, and still using P-Subs. It defeats the purpose of trying to overcome addictions! So yeah, thanks for helping me realise I need to do more to heal!
P-subs… Definitely need to be more aware of and on guard against these. I stayed up way too late last night and made the mistake of turning on Youtube. My feed is normally full of news and motorcycle videos, but last night it was all p-subs. Those agents seem to know me pretty well…. Reset
Day 1 - Blue Pill No Porn✅ No Masturbation✅ No Orgasm✅ No P-Subs ✅ I called P-subs the "secret addiction" in the Jedi Temple thread. It's everywhere. Today, I just spent a lot of time doing puzzles and reading, and I also only watched the news for the main headlines. There's usual programs I watch, and I just decided not to. I realised I only watch most of them because they have an attractive person on, not because they add any real value or learning for me. Well done for recognising them. It's a big step forward to cleaning up your mind! Sometimes, we think we're unplugging from the Porn Matrix, but it'll find a way to keep itself plugged into you.